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My name is Melvin Lim. I'm 18.
i was born on 30th October 1991.
currently studying in science college.
occupation _______. wants to become RICH RICH & marry a Korean =D
15 Jan - Junsu [2PM]
25 Jan - Junho [2PM]
11 Feb - Chansung[2PM]
25 Apr - Jaebum [2PM]
30 Apr - Wooyoung [2PM]
24 Jun - Nichkhun [2PM]
30 Oct - ME !!!!
27 Dec - Taecyeon [2PM]
love...
as i promised... tadaaa...
LOVE... what can i say about love? Love is dangerous... Love is blind... Love is everything... and that goes on foverer... whats so big deal about love?? so what if you have a relationship?? boyfriends... girlfriends... are all that necessary? wait... let me clarify it here... i'm not against love or having relationship yeahh... be open la... come one... think like a matured adult... basically i'll be mentioning about my opinion in love lifes n myself... hahahah...
i'm a grown adult... and yet i dont have a girlfriend... why? maybe its because my family is particularly strict in these kind of stuff... i havent found the girl yet... i'm not into relationships yet... *please note that all those i've done before is just merely testing or playing... hahahah... sorry yeahh... no offence... i apologize sincerely... LOL... plus i gained a lot of experience from people surrounding me... conclusion: "love is really scary" ... maybe i dont have the guts to have a relationship? besides that, people kept on saying "aiyaa just play play mahh"... "dump her after u bored with her or u 'touched' her" ... why do you wanna play? come on lar... get serious and settle down... its not good hurting someone or ending up hurting yourself right? whats the point? i'm now like almost 17 and all those uncles and aunties whom didnt see you for a long time will go....
aunties/uncles: wahh so tall n handsome liao... how old liao? me : hehehe... this year coming 17 liao aunties/uncles: wahhh big liao lor... aiyaa must got girlfriend one (laughs). got girlfriend? me : hehehe... not yet la... aunties/uncles: haaarr? not yet ahh... dont pretend la...
i mean like wtf is wrong with them? okays.. i should thank them for asking... hahahaha... what to do? i guess i'm not qualified to have a serious relationship... well look at me... what do you see in me? nothing right??? HAHAHAH... its just that i havent find my ideal or dream girl yet... soon... maybe soon... i dont believe in love until the moments come... maybe i'm still not sure... i'm confused, i guess... come to think... LOVE is like a huge thing... hmmmm... *thinking* why i dont have a girlfriend until now?
QUESTIONS!!! Am i a gay??? hmmm... definitely not... i dont have the thoughts of having a partner of the same sex... not acceptable... doesnt even pop up in my mind... do i like girls? yeahhh but in a good way... at least i dont "misuse" the word "girls"... or maybe i should put it like that...
Am i attracted to females? yeahhh sounds better... yeahh i am but that doesnt applies in brunei... well, maybe just a few in brunei... a LOT from singapore... hahahaha... okays... i wanna meet some Korean girls... lol... thats why i'm not into relationship now because you seldom find Koreans in brunei... i know a girl whose interest quite similar to me -> like Koreann soo muchh... Korean fanatic but the thing is "who am i to like her?"... i dont even have the qualifications to like her... i'm just a piece of jerk... next question...
Am i attracted to males? errr... what can i say about this? hmmm... i do like the actors in some of my favourite drama series... hongkong drama series... is that counted? i like them in the series... am i counted attracted to males?? or its just fans-stars thing... common thing, i guess? i'm just opposite to other people... i like actors n stars but others like sports icon??? isnt that like the same thing... its just different interests... i'm not into football so why do i have to like football players... i prefer watching drama series and thats why i like some of the actors... see the difference??? i hope so... eventhough i am to be attracted to males, that would be very difficult because my expectations are very very very high... thats why i dont have any girlfriends now... expectations are too high.... hmmmm... so if i am attracted to both female n male, how??? does that mean i am a bisexual? *confused* i'm really putting myself into this state of confusion... maybe i am bisexual? maybe i am not? i am bisexual? i'm not bisexual.... SHIT !!! i'm not sure... so what if i know? just let it flow with the rhythm... sounds wrong... hahahhah...
there's a lot about love life but i guess i'll just end my part here... cant think that much... if not, later i'll end up confused and blur... to my Miss Right or Miss Perfect out there, i'll be waiting for you.... hahahah.... i dont mind not having any girlfriends now... i'm not jealous of others... ENVY is one of the seven deadly sins.... xD
