typical lifeeee~
I dont know why... But its obvious that I'm not really in a good mood... I felt rather weak with no reasons... Maybe its because of the weather? Or perhaps not... I arrive in school and headed straight to class... I wasnt smiling like usual... I was feeling down for a moment... I went out like of the class without smiling to the admin... It started to rain... Droplets of water diving into the pool...
Wana: You look sad...
Me: Do I look sad? I mean why? (while eating my Weetameal)...
Wana: Its just that you look sad when you are eating and looking at the rain...
Me: Hahahas (speechless)
Am I really sad? Or am I thinking too much? I feel great walking across the mini bridge under the rain... It feels good... I felt so relieved that I wanna get myself wet under the rain... I just feel the urge to let go off something... GP was soo boring and it feel like time is passing by really sloww... I cant stand it anymore... I just wanna leave Brunei to study on scholarship... I just dont have the motivation to work now... What happen to me? I felt rather lazy to do anything...
Then, we had this Accreditation Talk held by some MOE officers... Hoping that it will be something related to the Scholarship Unit but no... I was disappointed... I wanna know the results straight away, rather than waiting day by day... Its just dragging along my life... I'm just impatient... I'm even facing my Biology Test today... I felt rather scared... I haven't prepared much cos I just dont have the mood to study anything... They just cant get into my head...
Biology class... I've waited for so long so I can face the fact but it turned out the other way round... Revision as test will be postponed to the afternoon... I was hyper though cos me, zilly and nisa were talking about Institute of B, degress, double degrees... HAHAHAHAS... i enjoyed those moments where we laughed and cracked a few jokes... like really inner jokes... Maths class... I'm always bored in the class, not because i'm able to do the questions... Its just nature... I ended up with the last question so I wasnt satisfied so I did finished it during lunchh.... yeahh... my mood just turned from sad to happy... xDDD
Biology test, finally! The test was difficult... I was unable to answer the questions confidently... Too much applicationss... I screwed my head and I feel like fainting after the test... Sighhhh... Yeahh i am still on the diet I am working on with... No harm, no worries... Had a meeting with some of the IAs about the MS Carnival... yeahh just a short briefing then joined the junior's meeting...
Car came... Melvsee and sheng were complaining about the referee in their basketball match... Yeahh... Life is just sooo unfair... We just have to accept the fact... Its the matter that they did something guilty towards their heart, they will feel it one day... It just reminds me of something... Something unfair... Injustice is the only word~
Words are all I have... A picture paints a thousand words... Why?
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
(continuation) special olympics~
During the ceremony, most of the students are from ms, surprisingly.... mostly are of those familiar faces.... hahahahas... YAY !!! i met melvinsee and siwei so before the whole ceremony starts, we went out to the school to have a mini tour... hahahaha... gossiping and criticising... LOLS... so we went back when the ceremony is about to start... it was kinda boring though... i went on stage three times... one is for me and the another two for my two cousins... BUT its worth going cos i got $100... HAHAHAHAS.... my pocket money again... xDD but seriously, i need to save money now... i'm almost broke... =S
Special Olympics Volunteer Work in the afternoon... i didnt want to go there early... xDD so i arrived there quite disappointed cos the place is quite small... but i enjoyed it with my friends while doing the work at the reception... people with me there at that time were wanaaaaa, cy, saguuu, faruq, bibu, hanafi, hariisah, rahimah, sakinah, mimi, raihan, heirna, jazmi n i forgot who... they were there helping out as volunteers as well.... HAHAHAS... i told sylves not to go cos he will be damn bored there.... xDD unfortunately, melvin see cannot go cos he's kinda sick... =( but its good that he's not there... HAHAHA... at first, i didnt bother to handle the coupon selling... BUT at the end, me, chienyee n sagu need to like " help " out so that the matter will be solved... I'm so sorry mimi but u need to voice out when u need help... u just cant handle it all by urself... get it? thanks u... =)
it was kinda boring there... nothing much to do even we jalan2 the whole area... i ate mr softy ice cream... bought some cookieesss and beautiful hand-made bookmarks (just doing some good deeds) for charity.... i cant stand it so i went home quite early... but before that, i'm on a mission to buy cake from mum's bakery... GOSHHH... it surely took a long time for the cashier to do the work... then off to home.... xDD pictures again... Besides that, most of the mps volunteered to collect some donations for the Special Olympics Walkathon on that day and I'm one of them... Just a few words from me: " Please do support the Special Needs and Special Olympics. Together we can make a difference "... =)
Sunday, May 10, 2009
(continuation) parents teacher meet~
hmmm its been a week since the last post, i guess... lets recall back again... we had our Parents Teachers Meet at the Auditorium on 2nd May 2009... my parents wont be attending so I'm assigned the job to be at the registration area since I'm the Ass Head of Internal Affairs Bureau, yeahh... I love being in my bureau.... xDD
well, it was quite fun cos most of my friends were there... we were bored at first and then, we sang throughout the ptm... me, shar n nisa were like crazyyy ppl there... moments of laughter... hahahahas... took few pics using faruq's camera... yay !!! pictures again... it proved that i'm such a vain person... xDD the ptm was from 2-5pm but i've got to go home around 4ishpm... so yeahhh.... overall, IT WAS FUN !!!! and there's a hero comes along~
one of the mp lifes again~ <3
ptm.special olympics.surprise partyyyyy !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZ !!! xD
wish u all the best in everythingg~
For the past few days, we were quite boreddd then we came to an idea of throwing a surprise party since Fadz's birthday is around the corner... So, we close mpsss gathered to plan about it... xD hahahas... seriously, we kinda like discuss secretly... just like secret agents doing their duties... xD people involved at first were me, wana, khaz, ahmimo, lala, faizah, faruq, chienyee and hazirah...
then finally the day has arrived... 4th May 2009~ I was responsible for buying the cake so I came quite early to keep the cake in the fridge... Later, i went to meet up wana n cy and off we go to the admin.. thats what we always do in the morning... xDD luckily fadz was not there yet.... weeee~ cos we were expecting to see a good scene BUT it turn out to be nothing cos fadz went away... i guess she was pissed off cos none of us greeted her.... LOLS.... sorry fadz.... apologiesss...
all of the sudden, we went panic cos some were saying fadz not staying back then fadz is staying back.... so we came up to a plan... everyone proceeded to cr to wait... then faizah went to drag fadz making excuse that mami is looking for her... xDD we were waiting impatiently... even hazirah cant stand it cos she's got class soon... HAHAHAS... to be precise, we even switched off the lights.... here it goes~
fadz: nahhh mana teacher ahhh??? nada jua teacher... *sounds angry*
us : erm apakan? nada teacher jua.... *giggles*
starts singing from the back holding a chocolate cake with birghtly lit candles...
us : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU !!! xDD woooo~
i guess it went smoothly... fadz was quite pleased cos we surprised her with a cake... xD its CHOCOLATE MOUSSE !!! thanks to those making the surprise party a success...
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Monday, May 4, 2009