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supposingly i'm posting up this yesterday but i guess i was too tired and just went to bed... hahahaha... i mean its weekend, man... well some teens stay up till late but i went to bed early... HAHAHA...

2nd August 2008, Saturday...

pheww... i had my bio practical today which was quite an okay okay paper.... BUT i dont really like the paper... its 100% from June 2008.... urghhh... thats according to wen zhi coz he sat for the June paper... hahahah.. boring paper... basically, you dont have to study anything at all for the practical... sighhh... we were quarantined (mind my spelling at times) just before our practical exams as we were the 2nd shift... thank god... luckily hean didnt fart in the lecture theatre when the teacher in charge locked us in there... LOL... XD... wild imaginations went across my mind when teacher locked the door... you know its the ghost month... HAHAHA... TOUCH WOOD !!! *slaps mouth* then off to our practical... whats our practical??

Question 1 - test for food n energy released (popcorn was given)
Question 2 - diffusion using agar block

dont you think its soooooo boring???? i was expecting something like biological drawings n questions... BUT it came out similar to physics questions... precautions n stuffs... sigh... yay!!! practical ended n we were asked to wait in the lab for a while until we are allowed to be released... like as if we are the prisoners or what... i do really dislike Nor Chua at times... she somehow embarrass me in front of the other students or scolded me??? she asked me to check the sink... i dont have to like put my whole head in the sink right? in fact, the sink is clean... i was looking at the floor checking for any dirts... n she went "lain disuruh, lain dibuat"... like i dont know that meaning.... =p

after practical, somethinf funny happened... hahahaha... we were acting so childish... coz hean was trying to chase me n wen zhi in the class in order to take his revenge... the pokieee revenge.... LOL... XD... we were running around in class trying to get rid of him... finally, we managed to escaped from the class and blasted off... HAHAHA... hean was still chasing wen zhi n i was free from him until he caught me when i was on the way back to class... HAHAHA... only hean remember that situation... X) childish moments...

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3rd August 2008, Sunday

this morning i woke up and i had a dream last night... i dont really know what that dream was... its not really clear though... but i guess i was acting in that dream but it looked like its a reality... i cant remember that person's face though... hahahaha... its neither a good dream nor a bad dream... it was just okay... i guess i've been thinking too much lately causing me to dream all night...

i cant remember some parts though... i remember me, my mom, my aunt, my baby cousin n my sis went shopping n we were waiting in a lift... i managed to went inside the lift but my family were still outside asking me to go down first... i guess they were still shopping? cant remember much from that scene... then, i reached a floor n lost of people were outside... only one of them, who was a teenager around his twenties, i guess, came in the lift as the lift only fit for 2 person... weird... LOL... suddenly, i happened to follow him to his car and he didnt mind... he just drove the car with me inside... weird dream... i dont even know that guy but i felt that i was really close with him like we were friends for a long time... he was driving n talking with me like good friends... we went through roads like highways (like those on the way to kb) but i'm not sure where it was... i asked him where he's heading and he told me that he's going back to his hometown? lol... somewhere in mulu or mualu or muala or even muara.... i dont know where that place was until we reached a small town (the building were something like kk) ...neither tall nor short... i still remember that i found my passport and planning to message my mom that i followed my friend... we stopped over a nicely built building which was the Chinese guy's home... he invited me to his house to stayover so i actually accepted his invitation... reminding him to bring me back as well.... HAHAHAH... n he agreed... the guys seems dressed himself like a low profile teen but in fact, he's the son of a rich family.... i went inside his house n it was really a rich family.... i saw some people who i recognized them there but they didnt seem to know me... hahahha... it was really weird... that guy was a rich kid!!! wow... plus he is kind n kept himself low profiled... i wonder if i will be able to meet him? well, sometimes our souls walk faster than the body especially in dreams... thats what we call dejavu? LOL... XD yeahhh... i remember i had dinner at his house n his aunt (or my aunt in real life) sat beside me... i called her n she smiled at me... she whispered to me " here you dont call me as your aunt... we are now acting " .... hmmmm.... thats weird.... i was acting all this while? i dont think so coz it seemed so real... HAHAHAHA... to the Mr.Kind, hope i can meet you someday as a friend.... XD

i was here.... X)

Sunday, August 3, 2008

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today... its the 1st August 2008, Friday... its the First day of the Seventh Lunar Month which means that i am a vegetarian today... being on the religious side, i'm a vegetarian for the First and the Fifteenth day of the Lunar Month... here Lunar Month = Month according to the Chinese Calendar... yeahhh... i'm trying to be a vegetarian for as much as i can though... meaning i am adding more days of vegetarian for religious purpose... ohh yeahhh Hungry Ghost Month officially started today... coz its already the Seventh Lunar Month... but its not really that aggressive or appealing... most Chinese "celebrated" the festival on the 15th... to the Chinese out there, u guys know whats about it... and for those curious, drumm rolls please... HAHAHAH...

Facts on Hungry Ghost Festival...

easy.... GOOGLE it... hahahah... as far for my knowledge lar, the Chinese believed that the spirits from the Hell were allowed to roam the Earth as the Gate of Hell will be opened annually on the Seventh Month.... there's a history behind it but i'm not sure about it... Most Chinese houses and families will give offerings such as hot n cooked rice, poultry, meat, sweets, drinks, fruits, kuih n as long as its food... you can actually see those offerings beside the road or in front of Chinese houses or in their compound... yeahh... these usually comes with joss sticks, candles, joss papers, paper offerings... We believed that if we give offerings to the roaming, hungry ghost , we will be blessed and protected from any unfortunate and unlucky stuffs during the Hungry Ghost Month... Besides that, Chinese believed that our ancestors will be visiting our house during the Ghost Month... thats why whatever we do at home, we will be watched over by our ancestors... and make sure we dont make them upset... yeahhh... melvin being religious here.... HAHAHA... or mayb i should write the Dont's which i know.... okayss

DONT'S during the Hungry Ghost Festival :

1) Dont go out till very very very late
2) Dont be so majal n point outside to ppl praying out there at night (cubatahh kalau mau take the risk)
3) Dont step on or clean the leftover ashes when you happen to see those on the road
4) Try not to eat anything which dropped on the floor outside your house
5) Try not to sit on the first row in the cineme... They are "reserved"
6) Dont look at the back when some strangers call when walking in the dark
7) Do not pee on trees or the grass (make sure u say sorry if u did)

i guess thats all i know... i know a lot but no need to list down everything here plus i cant remember most of it... hahahhaha... yeahhh basically have to be extra careful during the Ghost Month... you just dont know what will happen.... malang tidak berbau... xD tapi in brunei inda active lahhh the festival... unlike singapore... how i wish i can go to singapore masa ghost month... a lot of events going on there.... curious laa.... hahhaha... XD

so today the fifteenth.... after tuition in the morning, i had lunch with my family at wen zhi's vegetarian shop... yeahh we usually makan there on vege days.... hahhahah... i love the food there especially the buttermilk abalone n prawn... delicious... obviously the artificial one... hahhahah... then i went to the private temple... really busy folding paper offerings for the Ghost Month... every year, this festival is done very huge... yeahhh.... a big festival.... so basically busy folding the papers n i cleaned the temple la... do something good as well... can calm myself... i really like to go to the private temple during festivals... its just easing n i feel good there... hahahhah... old thinking melvin... teenagers nowadays dont really do stuff i do.... HAHAHAHA... i have a weird ambition from young... i think i am too silly to think of that... but i really wanna be that.... i know its impossible.... but just make it not impossible... i think i might become that one dayy.... HAHAHAH....

besides that, i've got weird dreams recently which i wish n SERIOUSLY, i wish it wont come true... maybe i should write it down here... i have short term memory... i'm afraid i wont remember this... surprisingly, the dreams got include wee hean n sometimes wen zhi... i guess i've been thinking too much lar.... just overexhausting my brain sometimes... sigh... but i wish it wont come true... i remember one of the dreams, wee hean n wen zhi just ignored me... i felt quite sad that time after i wake up.... another dream was wee hean actually chosed to go to hui yi n the others (i cant see them clearly in my dream) n abandoned me... surprising... I AM REALLY SAD abt that... its not that i am not in a good relation with huiyi... no offence... i've nothing bad with her....n some words to hean, dont be so cold to me la... u r sometimes cold to me... dun ignore me !!! i have this bad feelings ler.... =S u knew that i am not in a really good relation with hui yi now n yet u r talking to her at that time... sighhhh... dun wanna talk abt it... if i really continue, i'll go crazyy.... i just need to empty out everything on my head n stop thinking nonsense.... i dont wanna get moody... its badd...

i wish i can disappear from this burden i have to carry....

Friday, August 1, 2008

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31st July 2008, Thursday

one word i can describe myself that day was EXHAUSTED... why? LOL... XD nothing much in the morning though... hahahaha... had Australian Maths Competition in the morning... i really really dislike doing it... sigh... its just that people like ME wasn't born with that kind of brain... i was really frustrated when doing the paper... i thought that finally the competition was over n i dont wanna think about it anymore... BUT unfortunately, i'm soooo UNLUCKY... that M. Jackson or preferably called Michael Jackson, just becoz of the M in front.... LOL... XD... he actually ask us to do something related to AMC... i was like WTH ?!?!? doing this activity... analysing the paper... luckily, i wasnt the one who speaks... sorry Zurin... my apologies.... HAHAHAH... actually, i did it on purpose... nyehehehe... i'm evil, u see... people like me wasn't born with a brain like WEE HEAN who is sooooooooo soooooo super excellent in mathematical problems except that he is very careless... hahahhaha... luckily, he didnt actually "disagree"with our ideas coz he is the King of Maths ??? i guess.... =S.... lets just forget about it....

ohhh yeahhh... we got this mini farewelll party... our objectives was to make the teachers cry... unlike the other class... just a farewelll.... AND we partially failed n partially succeed.... we actually made Cher Ratni cried !!! YAY !!! hahahaha.... but Cher Nabilah aka polar bear didnt cry though... i can see her heart crying, i guess... its just that her tears didnt roll down from her eyes.... coool bahh cher... hahahha.... Cher Ratni is a bit towards the emotional side... hahahha... but anyways, u guys are the BEST !!! will definitely miss u guys especially polar bear... huhuhuh....

then attended my Korean CCA which i think its boring.... i mean like OMG (showing the signs n stuff) ... si Tiqahh knows about it... hahhahahah... it was really boring and the indian tcher (so called the Chemistry HOD) was SOOOO annoying !!! please larrrr !!! just shut ur mouth up mahh....trying to embarrass me in front of the others by asking me to say Chinese ???? ahemmmm.... i know how to speak Chinese okayss... watever... i'm being racist here.... =p boring boring n really boring... wanna sleep... sorry Cher Kartini.... hahhahahah....

then we had our lunch... we were being so vain... kapek, me, tiqah, kakak n amal.... hahhahha.... really vain.... present there included hean n wen zhi as well... HAHAHAH... egg sandwich for wen zhi... WEN ZHI !!!! you MUST treat me WELL ahhh.... NO MORE BK ME LIAO !!! gggrrr.... bk = buang kawan.... hean ever bk me before.... kns one lar him.... huhuhu... T.T saddy ehhh mahh... then off to our chem class... WAIT !!! i saw DOLCE just now... me n the girls started to sing I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYYYY, I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKYYY !!!! .... hahhaha... its DOLCE man !!! dont underestimate him.... he's POWERFUL !!! then off to cher fazliahhh the faz fuzzy fuzz tcher.... hahhaha... kiut namanya ahhh... n guess what... i took a pic of Hean's EXTREMELY "HOT" ass.... LOL.... XD sorry heannn.... no offence... me n kapek was just being pervert-ish at that time.... SERIOUSLY, he was showing off his ASS n S-shaped slim body.... urgghhh.... no need to show mahhh.... i know i'm FAT !!! i hate it but what to do ???? expect me to committ suicide coz of that? trying to slim down already... i'm currently on DIET... yeahh.. thats why u rarely see me eat much, i guess.... LOL... XD

class ended quite early.... then i played TENNIS !!! it was fun but damn exhausting... played with Kok Li.... hahahhah... was soo tired ehhhh.... cant catch up with my breath.... plus I CANT RUN that fast anymore.... huhuhuhu.... T.T ... sooooo unfit now.... *cries* wth? LOL.... XD but at least i still can play.... forcing myself to the maximum just to slim down... sighhhh.... reached home n i really deserve it... paning ku ehhhh lepas main.... i almost dive into my bed n sleep.... but i guess the banana helped me to stay awake.... HAHAHAHA.... i slept quite early tho... lol... XD tired... really tired....

i was here...

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Actually, this blog is a bit outdated... Its just like 2 to 3 days since i last posted... see!!! told u... hahaha... anyways, beeen quite busy lately n having practical exams soon... =S i'm worried... HELP !!! XD okays okays lets review back...

30th July 2008

Its a public holiday n i guess almost all teenagers were still in the their beds? i guess... hahaha... must be staying till very late for the night before... hahahaha... yeahhh i'm one of them as well... XD... anyways, nothing much happen that day... its just that i've got a DINNER !!! yay~ nothing to cheer though... LOL... i'm just being lame here... you know... sometimes its just that you need to entertain people... HAHAHA... lots lots n lots of delicious FOOD !!! its not just that normal food... there's like SHARK'S FIN, SCALLOP, ROAST LAMB n MORE !!! wakwakwak... extremely DELICIOUS~

the celebration wasn't for Israk Mikraj.... its actually for the FOUR grandchildren of my grandmother who are also my cousins...

Jonathan, being the eldest among us, is pursuing his further studies in Medicine at St Georges Hospital, University of London in UK... (government scholar)
Sis Vivienna, being the second eldest among us, currently a MinDef scholar studying Engineering at Michigan, US...
Tzia Ming, being the third eldest, is going to study (i'm not sure which course but will end up in the field of Medicine) at John Hopkins, US... (government scholar)
Lastly, Hui Jin, being the seventh in us, is going to study her A levels at Malvern St James in UK... (dana scholar)

i really envy them so much... they got scholarship n left with me, Michelle, Gavin and Karen here in Brunei.... sigh... i hope n wish n pray hard n do watever so that i can get the Dana scholarship next year provided i obtain excellent result in my O Levels... I HAVE TO WORK HARD !!! SCHOLARSHIP !!! i'm currently quite stressed out... i never been like that before... mayb i've changed ???? i'm still not sure.... i need to CONCENTRATE in my studies... i must must must MUST get a scholarship... apparently, i'm giving myself too much pressure till i really can't stand it anymore... the only solution to make me calm - pray !!! recite Da Bei Zhou n Xin Jing (only the buddhist know this stuff).... yeahh... i'm counted as one of those religious people yet i dont even know how to read or write Chinese... what a shame... but at least, i know some... HAHAHA... i know how to write my name !!! yay !!!

i was here... X)

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