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My name is Melvin Lim. I'm 18.
i was born on 30th October 1991.
currently studying in science college.
occupation _______. wants to become RICH RICH & marry a Korean =D
15 Jan - Junsu [2PM]
25 Jan - Junho [2PM]
11 Feb - Chansung[2PM]
25 Apr - Jaebum [2PM]
30 Apr - Wooyoung [2PM]
24 Jun - Nichkhun [2PM]
30 Oct - ME !!!!
27 Dec - Taecyeon [2PM]
love or studies?
hahahah... i read tiqah's shoutout at the tagboard... no worries... i'm not suicidal... hahaha... or maybe i am... maybe not... LOL... xD today's topic??? should be interesting enough...
LOVE...studies... love or studies comes first? in my opinion, studies comes first... oh yeahh... the love here i meant is not the family love... its the real LOVE... boyfriend and girlfriends.... hahahaha... think about it, i still place studies first then, love... YES, i admit i am a geek or a nerd or whatsoever... WHY?? dont ask me why... just born like that...
STUDIES !!!
first thing, sigh... i've been like sighing a lot in my blog... maybe its just a habit... cant change... HAHAHA... hmmm... studies is very important to me and it is killing me as well... i'm not being arrogant and trying to show off here BUT all are just facts... you just have to accept it no matter what... i've been the top THREEs since i was young at primary 1 up until now... yeahh go on... go on saying i'm a nerd... dont have life.... just love to read read and simply study.... hahaha... maybe thats because i've been competing with others over the years.... it's DAMN EXHAUSTING, you know... you wouldnt want to compete... its not that easy as you think... i told myself not to compete anymore last year during my form four... finally, i accepted it and kept onto ONE aim of studiess... what's the use competing with others just to get the top 3 positions... last year, i didnt compete with the damn excellent and kiasu competitors and yet, i got the 4th position... i can still get that position???? its impossible... HAHAHAH... i've been repeating to myself "ohhh you've done a great job, melvin"... well, that actually comfort me a lot... at least i dont go emotional break down just because of my results... do yeah... why do i need to compete??? WHY??? my only aim is to achieve all As... i dont give a damn to my position in class but i just want a CONSISTENT As in my results... thats all.... i dont care if i'm the last position but most important is all As... whats the use of getting the top of the top in class when got Bs Cs or even Ds... sad right???
O Levels coming soon... i'm really worried... cant sleep at night... thinking about the upcoming O Levels... am i able to perform well?? how i wish i can... i havent start revisions yet... perhaps i should start soon... in a few days, maybe... hahhah... *roll eyes*.... i dont know... i need to be motivated.... my thoughts are weird... "If u got a B C or D in ur result, you wont be able to get the scholarship" OMG.... i've got high goals right??? sigh... its difficult to be me sometimes... too complicated... i'm weird... sometimes, i think that if you dont perform well in ur O Levels, thats it... ur life just end like that.... you'll just be a rubbish to the society... helpless.. useless... well that only applies to me... NOT to others... so no offence to others... i am very demanding... and thats why its leading to a lot of problems eventually, STRESS !!! yeahh... influence from my cousins as well... they are all good in their studies... i must keep my results consistent and up to date... i need to break their records... i guess i broke the PMB record... 7A1s 1A2... i guess thats quite good in my family record... my cousins are like scholarship holders... 4 of them left... 4 still here including me... so i hope that I CAN DO WELL and LEAVE NEXT YEAR !!! woohooo....
studies is everything... its ur future... we decide our future... whether or not to perform well, its up to us... if we fail, thats all... you can try again but it takes time... might as well u success n life go on normally... my ambition is to be a doctor... i wish i can do that... hopefully, in many years time, i can have the title Dr.Lim or Dr.Melvin... hahahaha... sounds great... maybe my whole family can set up a mini clinic or health centre with my uncle as the head... HAHAHA... my uncle is currently an oncologist with his wife as a high ranked dentist... Jonathan and Tzia Ming are both studying Medicine... and maybe HuiJin (my younger cousin) should be taking Medicine as well... I'm planning to take Medicine as well... hahahah.... so strive hard, work smart, achieve SUCCESS !!!
