I dont know why... But its obvious that I'm not really in a good mood... I felt rather weak with no reasons... Maybe its because of the weather? Or perhaps not... I arrive in school and headed straight to class... I wasnt smiling like usual... I was feeling down for a moment... I went out like of the class without smiling to the admin... It started to rain... Droplets of water diving into the pool...
Wana: You look sad...
Me: Do I look sad? I mean why? (while eating my Weetameal)...
Wana: Its just that you look sad when you are eating and looking at the rain...
Me: Hahahas (speechless)
Am I really sad? Or am I thinking too much? I feel great walking across the mini bridge under the rain... It feels good... I felt so relieved that I wanna get myself wet under the rain... I just feel the urge to let go off something... GP was soo boring and it feel like time is passing by really sloww... I cant stand it anymore... I just wanna leave Brunei to study on scholarship... I just dont have the motivation to work now... What happen to me? I felt rather lazy to do anything...
Then, we had this Accreditation Talk held by some MOE officers... Hoping that it will be something related to the Scholarship Unit but no... I was disappointed... I wanna know the results straight away, rather than waiting day by day... Its just dragging along my life... I'm just impatient... I'm even facing my Biology Test today... I felt rather scared... I haven't prepared much cos I just dont have the mood to study anything... They just cant get into my head...
Biology class... I've waited for so long so I can face the fact but it turned out the other way round... Revision as test will be postponed to the afternoon... I was hyper though cos me, zilly and nisa were talking about Institute of B, degress, double degrees... HAHAHAHAS... i enjoyed those moments where we laughed and cracked a few jokes... like really inner jokes... Maths class... I'm always bored in the class, not because i'm able to do the questions... Its just nature... I ended up with the last question so I wasnt satisfied so I did finished it during lunchh.... yeahh... my mood just turned from sad to happy... xDDD
Biology test, finally! The test was difficult... I was unable to answer the questions confidently... Too much applicationss... I screwed my head and I feel like fainting after the test... Sighhhh... Yeahh i am still on the diet I am working on with... No harm, no worries... Had a meeting with some of the IAs about the MS Carnival... yeahh just a short briefing then joined the junior's meeting...
Car came... Melvsee and sheng were complaining about the referee in their basketball match... Yeahh... Life is just sooo unfair... We just have to accept the fact... Its the matter that they did something guilty towards their heart, they will feel it one day... It just reminds me of something... Something unfair... Injustice is the only word~
Words are all I have... A picture paints a thousand words... Why?
