My Secrets

pictures from Day 1

2010-03-07T13:56:00.005+08:00

Here are some of the pictures on the first day of our journey~

Obviously, I couldnt take a picture of myself so i took one where my parents was walking in the Hong Kong International Airport~

This was the bridge i mentioned before... hahahahas... looks familiar?

This was the first restauran we dined in - The Aberdeen Fishball and Noodle Restaurant~

This was the pork meat I mentioned also... its soooo juicy and tender... DELICIOUS !!! xD

We were exploring around the area and took few photos of the streets and christmas decorations~

as promised~

2010-03-07T09:49:00.003+08:00

Finally, i'm officially back into blogging business but do keep in mind that i only blog when i'm free... HAHAHAHAS... hope i will be blogging tomorrow and the day after tomorrow cos i will be busy starting next week... there's sports selection this coming thursday and i'll be there to support my friendsss... then, this coming friday is a kick off to BGIC 2010 !!! YAY !!! quite nervous tho but looking forward to it... xDD i'll definitely be away in May/June cos i'm retaking June AS for Chemistry... *Chemistry, please be good on me*... xD ohhh before that, i shall tell my results here eventhough i'm not really satisfied with it... 2A's and 1B's... A for both Biology and Maths as well as B for Chemistry... Due to my course, Medicine, i need to work hard to get a good grade for Chemistry... that's my reason for retaking if those who are wondering why... xD

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As promised, i shall bring you back to the past... Walk along my footprints and i shall tell you a story of an innocent boy in December... This is where the boy embark my journey to a strange land~ Back in December, almost every child is still sleeping soundly in their comfortable chamber except for a fortunate or maybe unfortunate child had to wake up early from his lovely dreams... It was a sunny bright morning as the shining, glimmering light penetrates through the blinds onto the boy's face... The boy stretched out, yawned and ended up with a big smile... He quickly jumped out of his bed, full of joy and rushing to get prepared for the day he finally waited for sooo long...

" Morning, Mom... Morning, Dad," the boy greeted cheerfully.

" Morning. Go get washed up and get prepared. We dont want to be late. Hurry ! " said Mom.

DAY 1 - hot to cool~

HERE I COME BRUNEI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT !!! wait.... story much? cut it short then... hahahahahas... xD i was damn excited lor cos i finally get the chance to go to HONGKONG !!! woooo~ my flight is like around noon-ish so we went to check in 2 hours prior departure lor... sooo happy until dont know what to say BUT when we check in, the person told us that our plane is DELAYED.... me and my parents' face went like O.O or =O... like wth? we're expecting to arrive in hongkong like around 3ish pm and everything was well planned already... SIGHHHH... our plane was rescheduled to depart like around 2ish-3 pm... so off we go to HONGKONG using RBA (i still prefer SQ) and luckily, it was the huge plane with the personal tv for each passenger... if not, i'll be bored to death... the programmes was not really that entertaining tho for the straight 2-3 hours hanging up in the air... FORTUNATELY, i brought my PSP !!! thankmesomuchforbringingit... and i'm tooooooo smart that i inserted all my series into the psp, it was Ultimatum - a singaporean drama series... HAHAHAHA.... not bad lorrr... was watching that series so i didnt get to sleep in the plane... xD

ohhh i think i was sitting alone near the aisle cos my parents was sitting together in the same row as me... just that we r separated by an AISLE !!! lols... oh ohhhh i spotted LAND already through the window although i dont get a perfect view - it's HONG KONG !!! i got goosebumps tho for getting over-excited... its like a dream come true for me? xDD HAHAHAHA~ then, TOUCHDOWN on HONGKONG !!! wooooooo~ okays okays i can feel the adrenaline rush inside me now... LOLS... xD i almost bursted into tears as soon as i reached the airport tho BUT i was over-joyful... anyways, this trip was without my sister - sad thing - and its boring without her... what can i say? the aiport is totally different from singapore (realize i never compare with brunei's? cos brunei's are not to the standard to be compared)... xD okays the three of us were like totally newbies to hongkong sooo basically we just follow everyone till we saw the IMMIGRATION and finally, claiming our luggage... i can see almost everyone starting to wear their jacket as in THICK jacket, not those thin fashion type... i'm wondering if it's cold? but to me, it wasnt... just like u're in an aircond room lor cos we're still inside the building... i can say that i have good sense of direction - not praising myself but yeah - and we finally got a taxi... woooo~ okays its starting to get a bit cold cos i can feel the wind blowing on my face when we got out the building... it was around 6ish pm n it was totally darkkkkk as if its like 8pm or so.... i admit that i am indeed SAKAI !!! xDDD

SOOOO, we got our taxi and i kept on reminding my dad, "Do not speak in their language, do not speak in their language," obviously with my face smiling so i can maintain my friendly image... HAHAHAHAS... cos i bet my dad will speak cantonese which he really did but i managed to stop him... we passed this bridge which i always saw in almost all hongkong drama series... yes, i am a fan of HONGKONG and its drama series lor... BUT i didnt get the chance to see it again when i go back to the airport... WHY? stay tune as i will tell the reason in the upcoming post...

off we go to Tsim Sha Tsui, Kowloon where our hotel was... The Kimberley Hotel situated at Kimberley Road in the heart of Tsim Sha Tsui... I can say Hong Kong is totally a different place from Singapore which I kinda like it cos the weather gave me a good impression - cool even the taxi driver dont have to switch on the aircond cos it was cold enough... The hotel was quite a nice, convenient and accesible accommodation tho, not bad... i was left to explore on my own around the area when my parents went to check in the hotel cos i think hongkong hotels are particularly strict? no idea... but it was really fun to walk myself and i get to see the life of hongkong... xDDD night fell in already and we were exploring for nice restaurants as our tummy is rumblingggg... xD there was this shop which attracted my attention cos obviously, many customers = must be delicious !!! well, its worth trying... we had our dinner in that restaurant, Aberdeen Fishball and Noodles Restaurant... first of all, *thumbs up*... it was delicious cos we r really hungry at that time and the food was totally different... I LIKE IT !!! xD we ordered fishball noodles, horfun (this is nice) and this pork shoulder meat? (IT IS DELICIOUS and its tender... YUMMY!!!) love hongkong foods~ ohh ohhh we met our relatives over there with surprise... hahahhas... didnt expect to meet them there cos we dont even know that they are there.... LOLS... fate~

After filling up our tummies, we went to explore further around the area - Tsim Sha Tsui... it was getting colder n colder especially when the chilly wind starts blowing... hahahahas... BUT I LIKE THE FEELING !!! u dont sweat de... xDD we went shopping around and we spotted Giordano and Bossini... first day, we got results already... few clothes, socks and i even got a nice SCARF which i like it sooo much... hahahahas... nothing much for the first day except hunting down for appealing restaurants and shops... tell u what... i am really amazed with hongkong cos there's still a lot of people walking around like usual when its like 10ish pm already... *claps hand*... then back to the hotel... PHEWWWW !!! i call it a day~

ps: pictures for the first day in the next post~

MIA = Missing in Action~

2010-03-05T09:14:00.004+08:00

WOOAHHHHHH !!! As you guys can see from my lovely title of this post, yeahhh i'm officially MIA since my last holidays in December.... apologies for not updating this blog which i'm too lazy to post something... well, this time its not SOMEONE who requested me to update but i made the first move.... HAHAHAHA... soooo UNBELIEVABLE !!! xD

anyways, lots of things happened for this whole a quarter of the year or 3months ? i mean its march now... really really reallyyyy lots n lots n lots of stuffs.... hahahahahas... some might be boring, some might be interesting... December was a beautiful holiday, January is a great start, February is full of celebrations and joy and here we come March... x) this is my life, full of up and downs...

Ohhhh BTW or FYI, ignore the previous posts... LOLS... xD cos i officially put my driving stuffs on HOLD due to some unavoidable circumstances which i dont have to explain here... hahahahas... sooo BE READY !!! i promise this blog with new stories for the past 3 months...

" Only with a joyful heart, you can find fun everywhere "

just a beginner updated

2009-12-15T11:52:00.009+08:00

sighhhhhhhh.... u might be thinking that it was heaven when u get 18 as u are finally legal to learn to drive... it wasnt as easy as u expected... well, maybe it will be easy if u r very experienced in driving... unlike me... it was a terrible experience for me, accompanied by a strict, fierce driving instructor who kept on shouting... but i hope everything would come to an end... i pray hard that i can get my license... here i would like to share with you my experience~

my first two hours of learning

i was really excited that morning coz it was my first time learning how to drive... i was more towards excited but not nervous... hahahas... i have no idea why.... i thought it would be easy as i expected BUT it was not.... i was struggling with the clutch and the starting part... i thought it was hell... but something was worst than that... my driving instructor decided to bring me outside to the main road.... as a first beginner, i went like O.O.... OMG !!! can i like handle that? driving out to the main road, full of other drivers speeding especially in the highway... i told myself in the heart, " i can do this "... without thinking so much, i drove the car out on the main road.... my instructor kept on scolding and hitting my thigh, saying that and this... i was patient, not saying a single word... it was sooooo fun, getting to drive outside on the main road... i was doing okay as i followed every single thing that the instructor said... i can say that i wasnt scared nor nervous... it was unexpected~

ohhhh i get to drive all the way home from sg akar... it was terrific... it was such a wonderful time except for the problems during the starting part and when i wanna start from the traffic light.... that was the horrible experience... OH OHH !!! i did a U turn at the Serusop area !!! it was soooo scaryyyyy !!! as u know its sooo busy over that area but i managed to do it with the guidance of the instructor...

things to be corrected to be perfect - starting part especially with the gear 1... wish me luck~

i can do this~ =]

second two hours of learning

OMG... it was really HELL this time... my second time of learning was very very very veryyyyyy BAD !!! i kinda got like stressed out this time... i feel like strangling someone that time as well... okays okays... as u know that its my second time, i went to the driving course in the late morning... i was quite semangat tho and there's lot of cars here and there.... woahhhhh~

it started off quite okay okay lahhh.... not really okay though cos it was my second try... sooooo the instructor asked me to go for the course.... i was like " hmmmm okayyy "... it was my first trial in the driving course sooooo its not surprising if i get panic... HAHAHA... which i really did.... xDD i was asked to go for the balancing at the short tramp course... O.O seriously, it was my FIRST TIME... i kinda argued with my driving instructor abt this cos he insisted that i tried before which i denied... xDDD how rebellious... then i was asked to go for the reverse area and the S course.... IT WAS REALLY LIKE HELL !!! it was my first time... AND the instructor didnt even like teach me properly.... then then the two U turn again... it was sooooo frustrating... i was sooo mad until i scratched the car... *angelic*.... hmppphh... i dont give a damn... who ask the instructor keep on complaining me... so i just do whatever he said and tadaaaaa.... hehehehe... didnt get to do the parking though cos there's a lot of car so cannot lor.... saddddd~

anyways i get to drive all the way home... hehehehe... it was soooo fun... i find myself doing better outside on the main road compared to the course... xDD anyways, i think that old hag is sooo annoying cos he kept on saying n complaining which kinda like make me messed up.... whatever.... it was a terrible day....

things to be corrected

- short tramp course

- reverse area

- U turn

- slow down changin gear

- gear 1

wish me luck~ xD

third two hours of learning

i realised that i was such a paranoid... hahahas... i've been experiencing sleepless nights these few days especially a day before my next driving lesson... kept on thinking how to make it perfect without having any slight errors... sighhhh... i never knew that driving was sooooo.... it just give me all the pressure.... anyways, i forced myself to sleep earlierrrr COZ my third driving lesson was SOOOOO early in the morning... its 6am !!! goshhhh !!! my instructor purposely chose that time cos basically there's nobody learning there at that time... hahahahas... it was kinda like soooo nice cos the sun was just barely risen... today, everything was running smoothly and i get to learn how to do the parking.... awesome... for the first time, i'm glad of myself tho... not to be proud of yet.... my teacher left me alone to do the whole course for the second hour... IT WAS SOOOO MUCH FUN WITHOUT HIM !!! hahaha... xD i'm totally serious abt this... i'm like doing sooo much better.... hahahaha... did the whole course with ease except for the parking part tho....

anyways, i get to drive ALL the way HOME !!! yay !!! third two hours of learning was a success from the previous one... *CHEERS*

things to be practised

- side parking

- short tramp course

ohhhh i need u so much, LUCK !!! xD

fourth two hours of learning

i just touched down in brunei and i received a call from my driving instructor the next day... i needed a day rest, seriously... he was sooo annoying that i switched my phone into the flight mode where nobody get the chance to contact me... hahaha....i remember it was Christmas Eve that day and there was lots of presents under the Christmas tree... i was delighted to see that BUT i ended up having only ONE present... whatever~

anyways, back to driving... i went to learn days after i arrived and as usual, driving lessons in the morning... i was informed that my driving test will be commencing on the 29th December which kinda drive me nuts these few days, worrying abt it... sighhh... i hope i can pass... to ME, i dont think i'm that great enough though... well, thats my opinion... i did the whole course and it was kindaaa okay compared to last time except when the instructor goes nagging which kept me sooooo frustrated... there was a couple times of mistake though.... HAHAHA... everything was okay for the fourth two hours... i was glad... i was asked to go out for the first hour and back to the driving course for the second hour... i believe that if i was left alone, i would have done sooo much better compared to having my instructor shouting n nagging beside me... soooo annoying~

it was soo soo soo much better compared to the previous lessons but i have to work on not getting the engine dead or known as mati enjin... hahaha... its a serious matter... but it only happen when my instructor shouts n frighten me which makes me confused.... hahahahas... i'm soooo worried about my driving test.... i really really really wanna pass it and get my driving license.... sighhhh~

things to be practised

- side parking

- short tramp course

- changing of gear when slowing down at junctions

i'm soooo desperate for LUCK !!!

full of randommm

2009-12-05T11:29:00.005+08:00

this post is gonna be quite randommm...

hopefully it wont end up full of words lahh... cos i'm posting up some of my fav pics... xD

let the pictures do the talking... hehehe... i believe this collection will be mostly in singapore~

sit back, relax and enjoy it... CheeRs !!!

it was just like a dream as we touched down on the land full of fantasy...

we were never lost as the LV sign is always behind us...

it marks the beginning of our journey~

walking under the moonlight in a different place,

it has this different feeling...

a feeling of freedom as you spread your wings apart~

knowing it was paradise...

the work of art never dies...

you will never get bored...

it just get interesting...

it was classic to see aquariums around...

but this is not a typical aquarium...

its a computerised aquarium on the ceiling...

this is the advance in technology~

it was never wrong to pose...

vainity runs in the blood...

its all human nature~

the art of chinese cuisine...

its simple yet meaningful...

and a sumptuous feast...

you'll never get hungry~

life was never easy...

as long as you work hard for it...

you'll succeed one day~

there's something in life,

that we want to keep it still...

so it will stay forever...

there's a bond in life...

that will never break...

no matter how hard you try...

its family~

back from a long long time...

2009-12-01T10:55:00.004+08:00

Hey... I'm back to blogging now.... HAHAHA... A sincere apologies to dear blogreaderssss ESPECIALLY the highly demanding Mr.Melvin See (u should feel honoured after reading this) and maybe some Uk-ians peeking my blog at times, waiting for tremendous UPDATES which may or may not drive their boring net-lives into an interesting one... lols... xD whatever~

Anyways, i'm sorta like back from "hibernation" for like a week or so.... what brought me back? cos someone had been pushing me to put at least a little effort to update with a post... xD u know who u are lahh.... no need to mention here... hahahhaa.... xD sorry for the broken english, its meant to be.... simple and easy to read mahhh.... okays okays... woke up really really really early today when i get to have my beauty deep sleep BUT i just have to wake up.... TODAY, i had my Highway Code Test and hopefully i pass the test lahhh which means that i can learn to drive SOON !!! yay !!! *CHEERS* =) i hope that i can get my VALID driving license in like a week or so....

Honestly, I really have no idea what to blog about... Life? What about life after exams? Hahahas... its just barely a week after exams... life still goes on like normal except u can sleep for longer hours... oh ohh... another thing is i've been watching seriesssssssss recently... DUHH... what u expect from me? the real holiday starts in December which is today? =.=" i'm officially counting down the days till i depart for Hong Kong and Macau... 19th DECEMBER - HONGKONG, HERE I COME !!! xDDD my ultimate motive to go hk is the FOOD !!! most important of all - EGG TART !!! hahahahahas... it's always my favourite ever since young... and obviously, other famous local delicacies as well like roast duck, desserts, polo bun, MILK TEA (this is a must) and so on... it just go on and on and on... Now, i'm kinda like stuck at home, doing nothing but watching my series.... no exciting stuff going on... no date or anything... SOOOO BORING !!! xD this is brunei so we have to accept the fact... >.<

Sorry there's no pictures as u can see that this is just plain wordddssssssss.... hahahahas.... just a very simple post... Looking forward to some activities maybe around next week or so... ATTENTION !!! TO ANYONE WHO WANT PEOPLE, YOU ARE WELCOMED TO INVITE ME... THANK YOU.... hahahahahs... sound desperate though... xD ohh ohhh i would like to express my sincere gratitude towards my very very GOOD buddy, Melvin See for releasing my hard drive from his fist... HAHAHAHAH.... THANK YOU FOR THE SERIES !!! they really entertained me these few days while u might be having fun WITHOUT TELLING ME !!! >.<

OHH OHHH not to forget.... this is specially dedicated to my bitchhhyyy friend....

Happy Birthday Amal !!! My very own BITCH !!! xD

May all your bitchy dreams come true and CHEERS !!! =p

from your very bitchy friend, Melvin~

Quote of the day:

I'm like an airport where planes depart and land...

Just like friends, they come and leave at anytime...

But will they come back again?

out of the blues~

2009-09-24T16:18:00.005+08:00

hahaha... i have no idea why i ended up blogging instead... i guess i was too bored until a state that i shall force myself to update this blog... i kinda start to dislike this skin... but what to do? just have to bear with it since its quite appealing and neat (i guess)... judging from the title, must be wondering what brought me here, eh? LOL... xD dont ask, just dont ask~

well, well... let me see what i've got here... honestly, i'm in a state of depression... thanks for two movies which moved my iceberg heart... i mean i'm not that type of person who lets his tears roll down easily except for some conditions (not to mention)... yeahh i watched this movie, Tsunami at Haeundaeeee with my cousin yesterday around 1.20pm which we barely decided half an hour before the movie starts.... Gawdddd.... i've been dreaming to watch this movie since the first day it showed at the cinema... THANK YOU my cousin for asking me out for movies... HAHAHAH... yeahhh i'm soooooo HAPPY (which i really mean it) and I WILL REGRET 100% if i dont get the chance to watch it... tell u guys out there.... I WILL WATCH IT AGAIN in the cinema if possible... hehehhehe.... (A)... its really really realllyyyy nice cos of the whole story... well, u may think its kinda boring cos of the constant talking during the first part but heyy, look at the other part... ITS SOOOO SOOOOO touching and i can feel like my heart melting inside of me...

Tsunami at Haeundae

Rating: 10/10
Reason: I LOVE THE STORY and its soooo touching... OHH YEAHH... I LOVE THE MOM and the LIFEGUARD !!!! *they shouldnt die* >.<

My Korean Male Star of the Week - Lee Min-Gi from Tsunami at Haeundae as lifeguard

My Korean Female Star of the Week - Uhm Jung Hwa also from Tsunami at Haeundae as mom-politician

Oh an besides that movie, i also finished watch this Singaporean drama.... finally.... its By My Side... its also quite touching though.... cos its about AIDS patient... i learnt a lot from the series by not looking down at others... AND AND a very strong reminder to everyone out there, AIDS is not that scary... It will not spread to others by CASUAL CONTACT such as eating together, talking together n etc, it can only SPREAD by having sexual intercourse, blood transfusion or via pregnant mothers and feeding of breast milk.... YEAHHH !!! BE EDUCATED !!! the AIDS patients should deserve some dignity and should be looked down... THEY ARE STILL HUMANS !!! equal rights, people~ THANK YOU !!! i really cant stand the people discriminating the AIDS patients in the series, they dont deserve such treatments... >.<>

My heart feels uneasy after watching these two tear-jerking movies cos i kept the feeling inside my heart without expressing it... its a feeling that your hear suddenly feels heavy and weighed down... Finally, i cried it out and it feels wayyy better upon hearing the soundtrack of Tsunami at Haeundae repeatedly... xD

Love your family and love yourself~

Family will always be family, willing to be there for you always....

the past few days...

2009-09-19T08:51:00.006+08:00

Finally... I mean it... finally, the Hungry Ghost Festival is over last night... Okay not to mention that.... its all in the past already... For now, let us welcome the Mooncake Festival on the 15th day of Lunar 8th Month as well as a big midnight celebration at the Main Temple in BSB on the 22nd of Lunar 8th Month... =D looking forward to those big events... Not to forget, i do wish i can go to the temple to watch the Chinese Opera... it has been my favourite since young coz last time, it used to be my mom's friends acting but now, the people are from China... cant really catch what they are saying... =S

For the past few days, I've attended Qi Hong's dinner at Emperor's Court and also went on a secretive mission outing... HAHAHAHA... sorry... it will be revealed here soon... On one of the nights, i was on skype with sabrina n meizhu and all of the sudden, we suggested to go out so we could get Natalie's present... yeahhh so it was a fair Wednesday afternoon, we dine at Fratini's Restaurant for the last time during the 50% promotion since meizhu wanted to eat the pizza n pasta there... people who went for the outing were Me, Meizhu, Sabrina and Shy... i just realised that its the ex-p6y to ms people's gathering... LOLS... and very very sorry to qihong for not asking u along coz we were choosing presents... hehehehe... forgive me~ 0=) at fratini's, we chit chat about random stuffs while eating... well, i didnt expect it would turn out that interesting... HAHAHA... it was a nice small gathering after all.... the food was okay okayyy compared to the one in Muara (i still prefer there... xD)

Pizza of the day - Medditeraneaa aka Vegetarian Pizza... yummy~

Pictures of us together in Fratini's... =D

to be continued....

the day i feel down~

2009-09-15T10:34:00.003+08:00

*exhale deeply*... wow... its been more than one month i didnt blog... hahaha... sorry... i've been kind busy with school works and "other" activities which i really mean it... As you all know, its the Hungry Ghost Festival or also called the Lunar Seventh Month... yeahh i remembered posting it last year during this period also... Remember all the Dont's during this month as most of the Chinese are particularly superstitious during this event... it had been my dream or just let me put it in this way... Its part of my annual tradition to watch a Horror movie during the festival... HAHAHAH... you know its like soooo exciting and thrilling to do so... well, i get to watch a movie though... its not really a Horror movie, its a Hor-medy (a combination of Horror and Comedy = Hor-medy)... I watched "Where Got Ghost?" with my sister (before she leave), kokhui n sheng last two days which is the 13th Sept...

Ohhh besides that, I wanna greet Sabrina Shim Hui Fen for her birthday on that day... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY for now... LOL... xD all the best in everything you do... FRIENDS FOREVER !!! (A) and also, to another september baby.... HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, NATALIE GOH QI HONG !!! all the best to you.... MUACKS !!! xoxo...

Based on my title, you might be a little confused over what i am saying right now... cos it doesnt sound like i'm depressed or something... well, thanks if you're concerned... i'm better now... =] it was yesterday... 14th September 2009 - the day my lovely sister Michelle Lim Jing Ling left me behind in Brunei for her further studies...

It was a great day... We went out early in the morning to manggis hua ho mall cos mom n jiejie had an appointment at kathy chai salon so i went shopping around at huaho lor... then, i met Wana and Heirna while they asked me why i didnt go to school that morning... DUHHH !!! its the last day i can accompany my sister before she fly off to Uk... so understand lahhh.... Heirna was like " ahhhh escape ahhhh"... whatever... i wont be going to school these few days as well coz i'm kinda like home-alone... nobody can bring me to school and back... SOOOO PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE !!! thank you... 0=) After shopping, we went to pick up Ming Choo Ahma and we had our lunch at Fun Wok Hong Kong Restaurant @ Kiulap with daddy, mommy, jiejie, Ming Choo Ahma, Ming Lai Auntie and her goddaughter... Kinda like had a wonderful moment with them, chatting and laughing all the way... i tell you... you will never get bored with Ming Choo Ahma... she loves cracking jokes and they are NOT lame... extremely funny...

After lunch, mommy decided to bring jiejie to our private temple (Ri Ye Gong) to ask for blessing from the deities... I love that place... if i know how to drive, i will spend most of my time there... hahahahaha.... Then, we left our private temple and sent Ming Choo Ahma home and got ourselves back home to do the final packing... After a while, we went to the airport to check in and its quite early during that time... LUCKILY, we met a lady with extreme good mood... THANK YOU SOO MUCH !!! to any royal brunei airlines crew who read this, i would like to thank the lady for her excellent and friendly service.... VERY GOOD !!! well, its always a benefit to check in early... =) then, off we go to our home sweet home... time really pass by very fast cos its almost time to go to the airport for the last time...

At first, i was okay.... still joking and talking around with friends... Melvin See, Sheng, Kokhui, Sylves, Auntie n Uncle n lots of people i know was there besides my family members... i was joking with wei wei and kept on saying Gali Gali (inside jokes between us).... HAHAHHAA... cross fingers~ i was very fine at the beginning until a few minutes left for my sis to go inside the departure hall... My sis started off hugging my grandmother and cried... I couldnt resist my emotions and all of the sudden, I BURSTED INTO TEARS !!! hahahaha.... i even cried while typing this cos i really really MISS MY SISTER SOOO MUCH !!! when she embraced me with her hug, i couldnt stop crying out loud... its a feeling that comes deep from my heart... T__T my emotions were not really good that night.... i kept on crying and crying... i guess i was the worst among the rest... i cried out loud at the airport for 3 TIMES... one was near the ATM, another was near the check-in counters and lastly before the departure gate... OMOOOO !!! pabo !!!! HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT, DADDY MOMMY AND JIE !!! i love all of you...

Although the distance is far apart but I can feel that our hearts are closely held....

p/s: i would like to thank those who comforted me last night... THANK YOU !!! especially for wei wei... thanks~

One Year Birthday !!!

2009-07-28T11:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOGGIEEEE !!! xD

i cant believe this blog is already a year old.... wow... time really pass by real fast... hahahas... besides that, many things had happened as well throughout the year.... xDD Today, I officially celebrate my blog's one year annivesary... This blog started to operate last year on this date, 28th July 2008. And now, it has grown for a total of 42 posts... I hereby would like to thank myself for posting up stuffs and to the readers out there reading up my boringggggg postss... HAHAHAH... thank you~ *clanks champagne glasses* CHEERS !!! xoxo

28th July 2008 remains...

boredom strikes ONE~

2009-07-27T15:19:00.007+08:00

hahahaha... i bet all of you can understand from the title... yeahh i'm damn bored here... i guess it happens to most people... or u might call us lifeless? but i dont really agree to that... cos we're just bored... we seriously need some entertainment besides the usual ones... xDD wow... i'm impressed with myself cos this blog is just left untouched for a month plus... APOLOGIES everyone... dont blame me, just blame the "postponeddd" qualifying exams due to the extended holidays for h1n1... LOLS... xD and finally i'm just done with two more practicals... officially ending my exams on the 3rd August...

THEN, i'll be flying off straight after my quarantine on that day itself to SINGAPORE !!! hahahas... shopping paradise... its gonna be heaven... Envy? Dont be... i'll be going straight to the airport from school.... hmmmm... i kinda love that cos its sooo rushind and this excitement u cant really describe... i even wrote a list full of foods-to-eat and stuffs-to-buy... SO, to all the scholars out there saying u going to spread ur wings, i'm gonna spread my wings FIRST... well, at least i get to release stress right after exams... cool, eh? xDD No worries.... I'll get back in time to send all of you... Also to those who dont know yet, yeahhh i DIDN'T got the scholarship... SAD EH??? i know and i totally understand ur feelings...

Rumours? Not rumours, its true news... most of my friends got awarded the scholarships leaving some of us behind...I'm one of them... what to do? DONT GIVE UP !!! we still have chances... look on the bright side, will ya? xD thats the way... just study hard and achieve good results... i'm sure you're gonna leave one day... patience~ now thats really essential... what can i do with it? just carry on life as usual or maybe better... BUT i will definitely miss my buddiesss so much !!! dedicated esp to Zilly, Jocelyn, Orribiaa, Sister Sharon and its gonna be a long list to mention the others... hahah oh well... what we can do is to organize a lovely, memorable farewell party for them... full of excitement and fun... no worries... xD cos i'll handle it... HAHAHHA... just remember me ahhh !!! but i might be greedy at times, i expect more... (A)

BOREDOM !!! i'm suffering it right now... hmmmm *recalls* what have i been doing lately? you know what? i really hate the situation right now... its qualifying exams and sometimes u get to go school or so.... then somedays u're just to come to school for a minimum of an hour... sighhh.... i'm gaining weight !!!! ARGHHHH !!! NOOOO PLEASEEEE... MERCY !!! get rid of me... haizzz.... T___T okayss.... i dont care right now cos i know i will seriously gain weight after i come back from singapore... DAMNNN... i know i knowww but who can control when u see those delicious, yummy food you've long craved for and not eat it ?!?! ITS A DEADLY SIN for you to do that.... hahahaha.... let me pick out some recent pictures... Pictures Paints A Thousand Wordsss~

sharon n me outside McD grabbing a bite? LOLS... xD guess we were bored

we were celebrating Shar's advanced birthday at school... xD it was worth so much memories...

me with the chinese girls at chinatown during kevs bday... xD ooo...

full of randommmmm~

2009-06-26T15:26:00.005+08:00

Actually, i wrote a post but i've decided not to publish it cos i dont have much ideas for it... sometimes its so hard to think for a post... when u thought of a post, u tend to remember all the past memories... so, i've come to an idea of posting some random pictures to keep this blog updates... remember~

"A picture paints a thousand words..."

reminisce~

2009-06-22T15:16:00.004+08:00

I've got nothing to do after I finished watching this exciting, worth it, depressing at times drama series called Little Nyonya... thumbs up... its really nice... the story is sooo perfect and its like my-type of story.... hahahahas... basically, its a period drama telling about the cultures of Peranakan (Nyonya/Baba)... Full of colourful and authentic traditions... besides being such a great drama for me to watch, i've learnt a lot and think a lot as well...

Just be patient with everything in your life...

Life is in your hands, don't surrender to fate... You can change it as long as you have the determination...

Life doesn't necessarily have happy ending at times... Sometimes, the prince will not end up with the princess...

Learn to forgive and forget may be the best solution but learning to face it is important...

Don't give up so easily, there's always a chance waiting...

Work hard and you will achieve success...

One of my favourite line from the scene that I remember till now... "I would personally want to say this to you... Don't look for me again..." Life is full of up and downs... Not everything you wish for will come true... Every single thing will change... Life is up to you to decide... Its in your hands...

爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到

thumbs up for LITTLE NYONYA !!!! <3

sibling bloggie~

2009-06-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Allow me to introduce you to my sibling blog opened up by our 'lao da' and gang... Here you go with the link...

~ thelimstreet.blogspot.com ~

Enjoys reading it and have fun...

" A picture paints a thousand words... "

its been a long time...

2009-06-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

Apologies to my blog readers... Again, sorry~ I know I've not been blogging lately... Maybe about a month or so... I'm sooo sorry for not updating... hahahahas... Sien~ i've been waiting n waiting but there's no results from the moe yet.... when will they call us? do you know how it feels waiting for the results which might change your life? sigh.... me n the others are experiencing it now... it doesnt feel great at all... PLEASE !!! CALL US BY THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK !!! ITS JUNE !!! >.<

Oh yeahhh... come to think of something.... i really miss Mrs Florence soooo much... she's like my best Maths teacher ever in my life... hahahahs... what makes me think of her again? here the story goes...

"Once upon a time.... lols... forget that... I thought chemistry class will be another boring class but it turned out different today... we were told by the hod that we will be having a new teachers... obviously, everyone will be cheering upon hearing the good news inlcuding me... hahaha... words flew into our ears that her name is Ms Margaret.... i wonder if thats the correct spelling... apologies if there is any mistakes... =] let's imagine this situation... imagine Mrs Florence came back to teach BUT teaching Chemistry... hahahaha... its there in front of our eyes... LOL... Ms Margaret is the sister of Mrs Florence... Though they dont look really similar in terms of appearance but they are similar in their attitude, style, dressing and stuff.... hahaha... yeahhh... I have a feel that we are having a good teacher for now... Finally, I can sit back and relax... I hope that she can save us and all the best to her... I BELIEVE YOU CAN !!! "

Yeah thats considered a moral support from me.... HAHAHAHA... Besides that, i finished with my biology poster presentation today... phew.... finally, its over.... then, we get to see this "interesting" but kinda boring video on Life Story where all the famous scientists contributes in the structure of DNA... woooo.... sounds complicated, huh.... LOL... after video, i thought of going to the cr but my mind tells me not to enter.... so, i decided not to enter and went to the cafeteria to meet up zilly while doing our stats.... xD seriously, i enjoy myself soooo much rather than going to the cr facing an awkward situation... hahahahas... time pass by eventually and another day is going to end soon...

Tomorrow is another new day~

Just tell me when~

typical lifeeee~

2009-05-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

I dont know why... But its obvious that I'm not really in a good mood... I felt rather weak with no reasons... Maybe its because of the weather? Or perhaps not... I arrive in school and headed straight to class... I wasnt smiling like usual... I was feeling down for a moment... I went out like of the class without smiling to the admin... It started to rain... Droplets of water diving into the pool...

Wana: You look sad...

Me: Do I look sad? I mean why? (while eating my Weetameal)...

Wana: Its just that you look sad when you are eating and looking at the rain...

Me: Hahahas (speechless)

Am I really sad? Or am I thinking too much? I feel great walking across the mini bridge under the rain... It feels good... I felt so relieved that I wanna get myself wet under the rain... I just feel the urge to let go off something... GP was soo boring and it feel like time is passing by really sloww... I cant stand it anymore... I just wanna leave Brunei to study on scholarship... I just dont have the motivation to work now... What happen to me? I felt rather lazy to do anything...

Then, we had this Accreditation Talk held by some MOE officers... Hoping that it will be something related to the Scholarship Unit but no... I was disappointed... I wanna know the results straight away, rather than waiting day by day... Its just dragging along my life... I'm just impatient... I'm even facing my Biology Test today... I felt rather scared... I haven't prepared much cos I just dont have the mood to study anything... They just cant get into my head...

Biology class... I've waited for so long so I can face the fact but it turned out the other way round... Revision as test will be postponed to the afternoon... I was hyper though cos me, zilly and nisa were talking about Institute of B, degress, double degrees... HAHAHAHAS... i enjoyed those moments where we laughed and cracked a few jokes... like really inner jokes... Maths class... I'm always bored in the class, not because i'm able to do the questions... Its just nature... I ended up with the last question so I wasnt satisfied so I did finished it during lunchh.... yeahh... my mood just turned from sad to happy... xDDD

Biology test, finally! The test was difficult... I was unable to answer the questions confidently... Too much applicationss... I screwed my head and I feel like fainting after the test... Sighhhh... Yeahh i am still on the diet I am working on with... No harm, no worries... Had a meeting with some of the IAs about the MS Carnival... yeahh just a short briefing then joined the junior's meeting...

Car came... Melvsee and sheng were complaining about the referee in their basketball match... Yeahh... Life is just sooo unfair... We just have to accept the fact... Its the matter that they did something guilty towards their heart, they will feel it one day... It just reminds me of something... Something unfair... Injustice is the only word~

Words are all I have... A picture paints a thousand words... Why?

(continuation) special olympics~

2009-05-10T13:16:00.004+08:00

pheww... i guess its like kinda a busy week... LOLS... it was parents teachers meet yesterday and its special olympics again... luckily, i didnt get to work in the morning shift... if not, i'll be waking up damn early to go to stadium... HAHAHAS... anyways, i still hafta wake up quite early to attend the Prize Presentation Ceremony held at CHMS hall which is organized by Chinese Chamber of Commerce.... yeahh... FINALLY !!! its like sooo long after cny.... =p

During the ceremony, most of the students are from ms, surprisingly.... mostly are of those familiar faces.... hahahahas... YAY !!! i met melvinsee and siwei so before the whole ceremony starts, we went out to the school to have a mini tour... hahahaha... gossiping and criticising... LOLS... so we went back when the ceremony is about to start... it was kinda boring though... i went on stage three times... one is for me and the another two for my two cousins... BUT its worth going cos i got $100... HAHAHAHAS.... my pocket money again... xDD but seriously, i need to save money now... i'm almost broke... =S

Special Olympics Volunteer Work in the afternoon... i didnt want to go there early... xDD so i arrived there quite disappointed cos the place is quite small... but i enjoyed it with my friends while doing the work at the reception... people with me there at that time were wanaaaaa, cy, saguuu, faruq, bibu, hanafi, hariisah, rahimah, sakinah, mimi, raihan, heirna, jazmi n i forgot who... they were there helping out as volunteers as well.... HAHAHAS... i told sylves not to go cos he will be damn bored there.... xDD unfortunately, melvin see cannot go cos he's kinda sick... =( but its good that he's not there... HAHAHA... at first, i didnt bother to handle the coupon selling... BUT at the end, me, chienyee n sagu need to like " help " out so that the matter will be solved... I'm so sorry mimi but u need to voice out when u need help... u just cant handle it all by urself... get it? thanks u... =)

it was kinda boring there... nothing much to do even we jalan2 the whole area... i ate mr softy ice cream... bought some cookieesss and beautiful hand-made bookmarks (just doing some good deeds) for charity.... i cant stand it so i went home quite early... but before that, i'm on a mission to buy cake from mum's bakery... GOSHHH... it surely took a long time for the cashier to do the work... then off to home.... xDD pictures again... Besides that, most of the mps volunteered to collect some donations for the Special Olympics Walkathon on that day and I'm one of them... Just a few words from me: " Please do support the Special Needs and Special Olympics. Together we can make a difference "... =)

(continuation) parents teacher meet~

2009-05-10T13:07:00.003+08:00

hmmm its been a week since the last post, i guess... lets recall back again... we had our Parents Teachers Meet at the Auditorium on 2nd May 2009... my parents wont be attending so I'm assigned the job to be at the registration area since I'm the Ass Head of Internal Affairs Bureau, yeahh... I love being in my bureau.... xDD

well, it was quite fun cos most of my friends were there... we were bored at first and then, we sang throughout the ptm... me, shar n nisa were like crazyyy ppl there... moments of laughter... hahahahas... took few pics using faruq's camera... yay !!! pictures again... it proved that i'm such a vain person... xDD the ptm was from 2-5pm but i've got to go home around 4ishpm... so yeahhh.... overall, IT WAS FUN !!!! and there's a hero comes along~

one of the mp lifes again~ <3

ptm.special olympics.surprise partyyyyy !!!

2009-05-04T19:09:00.007+08:00

Let me greet this very special friend of mine...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZ !!! xD

wish u all the best in everythingg~

For the past few days, we were quite boreddd then we came to an idea of throwing a surprise party since Fadz's birthday is around the corner... So, we close mpsss gathered to plan about it... xD hahahas... seriously, we kinda like discuss secretly... just like secret agents doing their duties... xD people involved at first were me, wana, khaz, ahmimo, lala, faizah, faruq, chienyee and hazirah...

then finally the day has arrived... 4th May 2009~ I was responsible for buying the cake so I came quite early to keep the cake in the fridge... Later, i went to meet up wana n cy and off we go to the admin.. thats what we always do in the morning... xDD luckily fadz was not there yet.... weeee~ cos we were expecting to see a good scene BUT it turn out to be nothing cos fadz went away... i guess she was pissed off cos none of us greeted her.... LOLS.... sorry fadz.... apologiesss...

all of the sudden, we went panic cos some were saying fadz not staying back then fadz is staying back.... so we came up to a plan... everyone proceeded to cr to wait... then faizah went to drag fadz making excuse that mami is looking for her... xDD we were waiting impatiently... even hazirah cant stand it cos she's got class soon... HAHAHAS... to be precise, we even switched off the lights.... here it goes~

fadz: nahhh mana teacher ahhh??? nada jua teacher... *sounds angry*

us : erm apakan? nada teacher jua.... *giggles*

starts singing from the back holding a chocolate cake with birghtly lit candles...

us : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU !!! xDD woooo~

i guess it went smoothly... fadz was quite pleased cos we surprised her with a cake... xD its CHOCOLATE MOUSSE !!! thanks to those making the surprise party a success...

- the end -

beach bumming~ xD

2009-04-26T17:13:00.010+08:00

Today is one of the best day I had this year... I can assure you... Its filled with fun and memories which worth a lot... HAHAHAHAHA.... i woke up quite early today like the usual schooldays... Got myself ready for BEACH !!! yay !!! lols.... a beach outing with melvinsee~ xDDD i read Twilight while waiting for him... yeahh i kinda enjoyed it... I was SOOO SEMANGAT in the morning which usually I'm not like that... HAHAHAS...

Off to Merangang Beach with MelvinSee... xDD we reached there around 8++ am and I can see lots of people there... I thought it was like a project-work by Ms Nor Chua students which I heard from MelvSee... but it turn out to be ...... BRUNEI BEACH BUMSSS !!! xDDD BEACH CLEANING !!! awww... LOL... we registered at the reception booth and became BEACH BUMMERSSS <333

It was such a perfect morning, best weather for a picnic COZ its NOT HOT !!! hahahas... while me n melvsee were finding NorChua, i met with several juniors from the Form Fours including Raz, Ryhanna and Mizah... oooo surprisingly lots of MS students participated for the activity... below its a picture of the ms students....

Got the plastic bags and off we go CLEANING UP THE BEACH !!! woots~ me n melvsee were collecting plastic bottles along the beach.... phewww... it was really exhausting until my whole body was wet... PERSPIRATION = sweating.... hahahhas... i didnt know that our beach was full of LITTERS until i really really see it... WHATS WITH OUR PEOPLE ??? both me n melvsee collected almost 4-5 bags full of PLASTIC BOTTLES.... its like plastic bottles only... but the rest again? I'm sure there were like more thant 20 bags of rubbish collected just now... WOW !!! i seriously think that the LOCAL PEOPLE who go for PICNICS need to be educated...

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do make an effort to keep our beaches clean... i really mean CLEAN !!! FREE OF LITTER !!! PLEASE throw the rubbish into dustbins or into a plastic bag... DO NOT LITTER AROUND !!! i hope this message can be passed around.... thank you~

I realise that its necessary to do so... I mean have a look at our beach... plastic bottles... tincans... litters everywhere... Such an eyesore, right? YEAH !!! SO TRY TO MAKE AN EFFORT... hahahas...i'm serious... then we met other people like Hidayah, Veivien, Azizan, etc.... ooooo.... Azizan caught two crabs and named them after me n melvsee... M1 and M2.... hahahahas.. LOLS.... cute baby crabs.... after cleaning up, we went to play beside the beach.... dont dare to like go off so far... HAHAHAHA... poor melvsee cos he's wearing SHOES !!! i was wearing flip flops.... but I had a hard time walking around cos my feet were sinking into the sand... AHAKS... xDD it was really fun doing all those work with melvsee... honestly, its worth waking up so early to do such meaningful stufff.... =] picturesss~

ohhh something funny happened.... after we played beside the beach, melvsee got some difficulties in wearing his shoes back.... LOLS... cute~ hahahahahahs.... cos our feet were wet n THANK GOD I'M WEARING FLIP FLOPS !!! xDDD he somehow hafta wait for his feet to dry n clean away the sand before he can wear his shoes... i managed to take a shot of him in that state... then, we took a few picturesss for memories cos i'm qutie sakai... its been a long time i didnt go to a beach.... HAHAHAHAS...

Lastly, we end our event with a group photo with the Beach Bummers !!! i would like to join next time AGAIN !!! xDD its soooo fun... NorChua sent us back to Sheng's house and told us stories the whole way... THANKS CHER <33...

whats left behind are memories...

thanks to melvsee for asking me to join....

i will trreasure the moments... =]

stagnant blog...

2009-04-25T21:32:00.008+08:00

OMG.... this blog is like sooo stagnant.... its been untouched since i-dont-know-when.... HAHAHA... not really updating my blog frequently.... xDD but at least i try... i realise one thing.... I SHOULDNT DO ANYTHING WITH THE COLOURS !!! see~ I HAVE TO REDO EVERYTHING TO MATCH WITH THE BACKGROUND !!! AGAIN !!! hahahahah.... apologies...

hmmm... nothing much happen today... surprisingly, I WASNT TIRED !!! cos i took my adrenaline-producing medication.... AKA HORROR MOVIES !!!! xDDD yay !!! i actually watched Jgn Tegur with Zaty, Wafiqah and Khadz... it was SOOOOOOO fun.... ahaks.... lets get on with today...

My Bureau was on duty today... Internal Affairs... yeahh but i didnt get to do announcements... >.<

Breaktime... Doing the usual stuffs.... Hanging around n B-I-T-C-H around... HAHAHAHAS... yeahh i mean bitching around with friends...

after that was GP... was planning to escape but its in the computer lab.... so i entered the class lor... it was soooo boring cos we did research on stuffs but i wasnt really concentrating... then CHEMISTRY but there's no Mr Chong... awwww... but instead IT WAS RABOOBS... urghhh he still remember me cos i was his student before... whatever~ i heard we r getting ck qilah as our chem tcher.... looking forward to it... xDD

LUNCH !!! hang around with wanaaa n chienyee.... then went to CR but THE ADMIN AREA IS FLOODED !!! OMG !!! hahahahahahs... xDD which means no electricity.... then Ck Harisah was like " balik balik inda payah kerja " while laughing n telling it to me n wana.... Both of us were like O.O ..... hahahah... cute~ but we still went in then its time for PPM cos faizah told me to accompany my juniors..... had fun with them, joking around... LOLS... =D

ohhh after ppm, i was supposed to hang out with wana but things turned upside down... OHH YEAHH... I LOVE THE CUPCAKES FROM BIBI !!! nyaman <333

after that, i went to the computer lab to meet with chien yee.... we got like juicy gossips then we were like swearing in the lab, assuming that there's no chinese BUT a chinese guy heard it n giggled..... HAHAHAHAH.... SORRY... CENSORED !!! ooooppsss~ the form 4 were having meeting so me n cy was like hanging out at the computer lab while waiting for MelvSee.... xDD finally, he came after the meeting... its like we talk more than they do their work ??? cos jiahui was also there.... ahaks.... then MelvSee asked me to accompany him or a date (secret) tomoro morning... so why should i lose such opportunity? SO I AGREED !!!! i'm looking forward to it.... its gonna be fun~

thats all.... i should turn in earlier cos i have to wake up extremely early !!! HAHAHAH.... tooddlleesss~

CAMP QIADAH V

2009-03-26T18:11:00.006+08:00

CAMP QIADAH V 2009

okayss its been like 3 days since Camp Qiadah... I REALLY MISS CAMP QIADAH SOOOOO MUCH.... its like the best first camp i ever had... filled with lotsss of memorieesss.... xD awww... i've watched the videoclip on our grand finale singing Hero and I Will Survive during the closing ceremony... it just stirred up my feelings... I MISS CIKU !!! =D

DAY 1

Woke up quite early in the morning... quite nervous, i guess... lols... but luckily, i stay in sheng's house which just took only a couple of mins to reach school? Safe~ LOLS... xD okays get on with it... When i reached school, my first impression was *my mouth hanging wide opened*.... WOW !!! I didnt know like a lot of participants... Most of them were using the luggage bags for travelling including my good buddy Chun... I was taking for him but it seems like more n more ppl were using it... Doesnt make it special anymore... We were all like going to travel or something... Much more to like a summer vacation in school rather than camp... IT WAS FUN at that time~ Everyone was like checking in (just like in the airport) ... They even have IMMIGRATION COUNTERSSSSS !!! i mean it by adding the -ssssss behind.... A LOT...

" Did you bring any sharp objects? Mobile phones? blablablablaaaa "

" YESSSS !!! I AM GOING TO SINGAPORE !!! lols.... LAME~ "

After leaving all our bags behind, NAME TAGS ON and FILE EQUIPPED !!!! off to the Auditorium where we have this mini Opening Ceremony by the Principal and Guest of Honour handing over the Sponsored T-Shirt by BIBD... In fact, the clothes are awesomeeee~ XD then me n my friends grouped up n sat in the same row... yeahh all the formalitiess... crapsss... the usual stuffs you know... xD

thats me during the Opening Ceremony looking excited...

Then, we were asked to proceed to the Cafeteria area to have our light refreshmentsss... but sadly, I CANT EAT !!!! ITS BEEF !!! lols.. xD... no offence but yeahh... i ate the chicken only.... HAHAHA... then we were asked to return to the Auditorium where we get our Sponsored T Shirt by BIBD... At first i got my perfect size XL... i was soo happy.... BUT !!!! Ck Linda took it away from me n threw me a XXL.... i mean like WTH ?!?!? wth is wrong with her... whatever... it just pissed me off for what she had done... EXCUSE ME !!!! FREEDOM OF SPEECH !!! i dont care if she reads this or what... after getting all our sponsored T Shirts... ICE BREAKING !!! we had this session with Kapten Rosli bin Bujang.... and we had several games using both physical and mental part of our boddyyyyy... xDD it was sooo much fun... our groups were not decided yet... NOT YET !!! lols... we were like running like hell... here n there... up n down... hiding from the Kapten... HAHAHAHA... AWESOME~ then, we were asked to reveal the secret symbol... i got the Shoes logo but before that, i knew Natasha, Fiona and I will be in my group.... THEN WE FINALLY MET EACH OTHER and grouped up.... 12 Teams were Belimbing, Buah Naga, Ciku, Delima, Mangga, Tarap, Kembayau, Sikoi, Mata Kucing, Nanas, Pisang and Tibadak... I AM IN CIKU !!! <33

we were like having fun n laughing... running around like crazy... HAHA...

we did this cheer n it sounds like this.... Ciku Ciku Ahhh, Ciku Ciku Ihhh, CI WHAT? CIKUUUU !!!.... hahahaha i know it sounds simple but yeahh... its quite nice if everyone did it together... Group Members consists of 4 Teachers Facilitators, 4 Students Facilitator and 16 members.... The teachers are Miss Lovely Sweet Robina Goh (my fav), Young Cute Mr Chok (another fav as well), Active Hot Ck Masnur and Ck Yusri... haahaha... the student facilitators consists of Me (Ciku's Devils), Natasha (Ciku's Devils... like the 'uh' cut food cut food... like a small sis to me xD), Fiona and Izzati (form6).... the rest are as follow (if i still remember la)...

1. ZulQ (leading role Superman... wahhh siuk ahhh masa cultural night... xDD)

2. Kok Sheng (one of the Ciku's Devils... my partner in crime.... hahaha...)

3. Azniel (Hot Singer masa cultural night) 4. Aziq (correct kah? cool usulnya tapi capi2... xD)

5. Ibnu (sawadikappp... macam anak Thailand) 6. Qil (no comment~ sorryyyy)

7. Mizahhhh (cute girl yg always wanna fight with me.. hahahahs..)

8. Zimahhh (another girl who also like to fool around with me as well.... siok main dgn ia)

9. Sabrinaaa (aiii aku suka ia pasal she plays piano... ajar aku! =D)

10. Raihani (or preferably Rihanna... hot kali iaaa... LOL... she's fun to play with)

11. Fatin (ohh she's the girl yg ada class... dont mess up with her yooo... sweet~)

12. Raz (ani??? macam org gila... she likes to dance.. yeahhh siuk pulang but over? lols...)

13. Christyyyy (cool ehhh si Christy tapi siuk jua if u make fun of her... aku jahat ahh x[ )

14. Ameera (she's the type who is quite funny n small... she's helpfull~)

15. Syazreen... (macam sometimes diam saja.... sometimes gila tia... hahaha)

16. Izzati (seriouss ahhh... xD didnt get to know her really well)

Next, the Muslim boys were asked to proceed to the mosque for their Sembahyang Jumaat while we Chinese were being a little naughty.... PLAYTIME !!! hahahah... nothing much.... we just hang out at the Cafeteria... then kami build our CAMP !!! tapi cacat usulnya.... lols... but who cares... as long as we have fun throughout the camp... inda jua habisss... pasal everyone has to go for the Ceramah Maghrib.... then bla bla bla... i almost fell asleep.... PS: There's a lot of hidden stories but i'm not posting up here.... LOLS... xD sorry guyss.... heheheh... after the ceramah which i almost fell asleep, HAHAHA... we had our dinner.... oohhh damn i was soo hungry at that time.... its like so weird being in school at night time... eating dinner with friends.... LOLS... n there goes me n natasha when she saw my SMALL MINI plate.... she goes like " OH " so loud and did that cutting food action.... HAHAHAHAA.... SOOOOOOO FUN.... we did that like everytime we eat n almost everytime we see each other.... LOLS... xD

i know this gonna be soooo long but i tried to cut it down short.... but yeahh.... just bear with it.... xD weeeeee~ after dinner, we were asked to enter the Auditorium where we had this Psychological Talk by the Professional Councillor.... WOW !!! AMAZING... altho it was quite boring... i get to sit with melvsee and we all laughed a lot.... indirectly laugh as well.... HAHAHAHA.. nothing much but he somehow motivatessss us a lot.... xD after that, we carried on with our activities with AWANG ISWANDY.... it was sooooo COOL... we did like lots n lots of stuffs... DANCING... SINGING.... I WIL SURVIVE !!!! he briefed us through abt our future and his past.... lots of stuff... it was soooo fun being with him.... we did the dance...

ZOOM GALI GALI ZOOM GALI GALI ZOOM.... while doing the kneeling halfway dance.... LOLS... SIOK... i think i managed to get captured by the cameragirl.. HAHAHAH.... FOR YOUR INFO, ITS JUST DAY ONE !!! lols.... FUN !!!!

to be continueddd~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

lalalala dododo...

2009-03-18T18:24:00.006+08:00

hmmm lets see.... please excuse me if i somehow exaggerate too much here.... LOL... basically its just gonna be like my online diary... long time didnt post... yeahhh I KNOW !!! SORRY !!! lols... it shows how busy i am... everywhere~ ohh ohhh i wanna greet someone special.....

HAPPY BIRTDAY ZILLY !!! <3

my partner in crime... lols... xD

okays i wasnt in a really good mood for the past few days... tireddd~ stress~.... hahahha.... i think x).... cos its like piles of homeworkssss (here i emphasize the ssssss)... LOLS.... xD... test test test as welll... so i feel like fainting.... PLUS my diet isnt that good recently... i had pe this morning n kinda like worked out quite a lot... it was fun thooo... Icesickles n Waterlings.... classic~ then we have this discussion period with the teacher... when i stand up, i was like a bit dizzy... i guess i'm treating myself bad... poor nutrition~ =/ plus pe is kinda boring with the game creations... its like totally useless for us... i cant wait to run on the new track.... LOLS.... weeeeee~

colourful, eh? hahahahas.... lalalala.... i'm kinda bored now... so i'm back to blogging business... Chemistry was like soooo boring.... yeahh the hot, old mr chong.... he can like talk on a page for like an hour... just like what we have during the afternoon class... XDD hahahas... weird~ FINALLY, he somehow like tell us different stuffs like the theories of life ? lols... form six - getting weird... where things change even ME !!! I CHANGED, i guess... to like WORSE.... hmmm... i got complained cos they didnt see me recently.... cos i was BUSY ? hahahhaah... =p i'm into hiphop dancing recently.... akward~ sooooo random ehhh.... LOLS.... cos i watch the Rising Sun by DBSK... ITS NICE MANN !!!! hahahah~ i mean the dance... imagine me dancing.... awkward~ LOLS....

dododododo.... ohhh I AM SOOOOOO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY !!!! weeeee~ hyper as well.... HAHAHAHA... cos of what? I DID ANNOUNCEMENT !!!! MY FIRST EVER ANNOUNCEMENT.... here it goes...

" the next announcement.... this is to ALL KEM QIADAH participants... blablablablablaaa..... I REPEAT.... this is to ALL KEM ...... "

hahahah its soooo fun doing announcement man... actually i get to do the announcement cos i went to the CR n met chienyeee there.... NGAM NGAM she was holding a piece of paper... THEN I ASK if its announcement.... I SNATCHED IT FROM HER !!! lols... yeshhh i am sooo desperate to do announcement.. TO THE MPS OUT THERE, if u guys dont wanna do, ASK ME !!!! weeee~ but i kena suan again by MELVSEE cos he heard my announcement.... then, A LOT OF PPL say " melvin !! u did announcement just now !!! " LOLS....

ohhhh after my bio class just now... i went to find jo then i passed by someone... then NGAM NGAM my maths tcher Ms LiYan was talking to me.. then i straightaway met jo... i kinda like felt guilty? ..... speechless... i'm like that type of person who feels guilty easily... its like sigghhhh~ i dont want it that way... but~~ i will try to get things back to their position.... i just have that mood swings starting this year? and i like tend to be more sensitive? LOLS.... yeahhh i'm an angel but a devil as well... CANT imagine that... i wanna say sorry as well but it just xxxxx.... speechless again... should i or should i not? its not my will to like lose a friend... i dont wanna lose a friend... in fact, a close friend... i got over with it.... HAPPY MODE !!!! weeee~

things change...

people changes.....

I changedd~

forgive me if i had made ur life difficult....

the downsss in life...

2009-03-11T20:40:00.005+08:00

recently, i experienced several up and downs in my life...

i went into a state of depression...

i was emo for a period of time...

i criedd for a few nights... 我哭了... T____T

i was blamed cos its all my fault~ i started everything...

at the end, i'm hurt~

u see me smiling... u see me laughing... but in fact, i'm crying in my heart~

without love, there's no pain...

without pain, there's no love...

just leave me...

My Three Teddy~

2009-03-08T20:27:00.006+08:00

hahahas... guess i'm bored? got nothing to do plus i have the mood to get down with blogging business... LOLS

My Three Teddy Bears...

this might sound childish but i treasure three of them as my best buddiesss....

p/s: there's a meaning behind the word " teddy bear " ...

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first of all, presenting... MELVIN SEE !!!

melvsee ah? lols... he's like my best teddy? hahahas.... hmmm... plus he's my cousin as well... my grandma's sister's grandson... LOLS... wow... sounds complicated? its considered as far lar... BUT who cares? As long as i'm very close to him now? xD cos he's nice mahhh~~ ehsehh... later he read this blog ahh, surely he will smile one... HAHAHA... actually, we got really close esp beginning of the year... i just think that he's cute lor (cute as in personality cute)... LOL... yeahhh funny at times... he's there for me when i'm sad or emo? he can make me happy... SERIOUSLY... hahaha.. but i dunno how? ANYWAYS, he's friendly, kind and always help me out? hahahaas... GOOD COUSIN !!! weeee~ also, HE IS SUBOK KIA !!! lols... he's a good listener... a person who can be trusted~ HAHAHA... yeahh melvin~ YOU HAVE MY TRUST... i found things commong between both of us.... MELVIN LIM + MELVIN SEE = MELVINSSS !!! xD hahahah... i know its lame but bear with it... the other thing is I FOUND A PERSON WHO CAN SHARE WITH ME HORRORS STUFF !!!! weeee~ one of my brosss....

next... presenting SYLVES !!!

sylves? LOLS... i should call him GG SYLVES !!! hahahahas... cos he always say gg mahh... everything also gg... thats why i find him GG at times... well maybe most of the times... xD oh oh... i know that he is one of my auntiess auntiess in the temple nephew... ohhh kiut~ (in hokkien dialect) " wan kok ahh ehh chien chien... " i think the spelling is correct? i cant remember man... cos i always call him SYLVES mahhh~ LOLS... GG !!! he's my good buddy in sg... yeahhh we went to sg last year in december.... it was sooo much fun with him... SUKINANG !!! hahahas... we were close buddies there n i brought him jalan2 lorr n go see stuffs n buy stuffs... memoriesss~ yeahh same thing.... we got closer this year.... maybe cos of the National Day ??? lols... xD i think soo... me, melvsee, sylves n sheng~ OH OH !!! one thing abt sylves mahh.... HE IS VERY CLUMSY !!! n that makes me really laugh a lot... indirect way of cheering me up.... LOL... after all, he is GG !!! oooo i love his mom's cooking skills.... YUMMY !!! btw sylves is very outgoing... MY PARTNER DRINKER !!! weee~ hahahaha except i hate pureee~ LOLS.... veryyyy friendlyyy n playful... sometimes, he's my partner in crime? HAHAHA... another of my brosss...

last but not least.... LIM KOK SHENG !!!

this sheng ahh??? tsk tsk tskk.... KNS one mahhh~ LOLS... xD he very kns one.... hahahah but still one of my brosss... xD he ahh? kokhui's little brother lor... indirectly saying my sister's bf's little brother... he ahhh very sien one... a little bit have to SUKINANG him ahhh... yeahh he is part of the SUKINANG group cos we went to sg together as well... hahahahas... dont see him small size ahh, very dangerous one... LOLS... joking larr~ its fun to have him around cos he very kepo? and i always suan him one... but ONE thing, i get to teach him? he's now Form Four but i wanna train him now... so that he will score good grades in his O Levels... this not only go to him.. sylves n melvsee as well... HAHAHA.... brother must help mahhh... he's my partner in crime as well.... lols.... WII !!! we play wii together when bored.... hahahah... cos i always go to his house whenever i dont have any staybackss.... i got close to him like last few years? LOL... i remember the first time going to his house.... NOW HE COMPLAIN ME LIAO !!! go say me last time looks so guai, so innocent... now??? BECOME WHAT LIAO... PATTERN ALL COME OUT~ lols... HAHAHA.... aiya sheng teach me one mahh.... one of my MAHJONG KAKI !!! and also JERAMI KAKI !!! we go out together, drink easyway together, gamble together.... cos he's my buddy at his house mahh besides kokli... LOL... xD anyways, just very nice to disturb him lar cos he always like go smile like u cannot see his eyes anymore... HAHAHAHA... my last n only brosss... weeee~ xD

best of luck to all of them...

i wanna thank you guys for being there...

treasure your friends and never abandon them.... xD

random pics... xD

2009-03-01T16:40:00.004+08:00

FRIENDS FOREVER~

weeeee~ xD

dusty eh ma~

2009-03-01T16:23:00.004+08:00

lols... *cleans off the thick dust*... wahhhh long time no blogg liao ler... feel so empty here.. kesian ehh my blog... kena insulted that my blog behabuk dahhh.. u know who u are... sorry for my MIB... melayu inggeris bercampur... LOL... xD i learnt that from our principal.... weeeee~

let me see what should i post when i'm free... let me list it down~

- valentinessss
- academic awards
- mp & prs appointment ceremony
- cross country
- hokkien association dinner
- some sleepovers
- national day
- national day practicessss
- 28th Feb outing~

i should skip some tho... if not, there's too much to be posted.... weee~

have fun waiting....

the Inner Bitchy Gang~

2009-01-23T18:22:00.006+08:00

wondering who's the Inner Bitchy Gang I mentioned before.... hahaha... its gonna be my topic for now... hahahha.... PRESENTING....

THE INNER BITCHY GANG !!!

History

The Inner Bitchy Gang was officially started in the year 2009 by Melvin Lim. =D Actually the group had been formed earlier in their Form Four year 2007. The name was just officially given. LOL...

Who are they?

The Inner Bitchy Gang compromised of *yours truly* me, Melvin.... my KAKAK, Hazimah... followed by Kapek, Syafiqah... and then, foreverrrr bitchy, Amal , and lastlyyyy, ohhhh dear Tico, Atiqahhhh... not to forget our lovely good friend Ain... she's not into bitchiness tho... hahahha... i considered that as bitchy~ LOL... xD

LOVELY DEDICATIONSSSS <3

specially dedicated to Kakak Zimah, Amal, Kapek and Tiqahh...

*we will be forever bitchy no matter where we go*

*bitchy signnnnn*

filled with cny mood... =D

2009-01-23T10:41:00.005+08:00

YAY !!! its like 3 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! cant wait for it... =p its like the ultimate time for gambling... so yeah~ LOOK whats happened to my room...

VOILLA~

wow cant believe its my art.... LOL... ohh no... look how messy is my study table.... tsk tsk tsk... another picture coming up...

aww arent they cute ???? thats why I SELL it.... LOL...

to be continued again~

bored with life~

2009-01-21T16:25:00.003+08:00

ooo ms colour... lols... xD another dayssss pass by again... sigh~ I"M WAITING FOR MY O LEVEL RESULTS !!! sound so desperate, eh? yeahhh i am... what to do? life is like that... you just have to get over with it... I DONT WANNA SPOIL MY CNY MOOD !!! T____T *sobs*

a little summary on whats going on today... its like macam doing current affairs in GP... but we have FREE PERIODS... ended up having the most boring and inactive PHYSICAL EDUCATION... i seriously dont get the point of having pe lesson in Form SIX where almost all of the students are struggling in their studies... why dont they have better solutions? errr something like "sports activities" in the afternoon... same concept with CCA.... ooohhhh talking about CCA, i look forward to it.... TENNNNISSS !!! yay~

we had STATISTICS the first two periods... its kinda boring to me... lol... its just that i like the teacher tho... HAHAHA... after that was PHYSICAL EDUCATION... we played this game called "KAKI TIGA" in which we r suppose to make a tripod-shaped like structure in the centre USING OUR SHOES !!! sadddd... my shoes were sacrificed... =C ... it was fun although i find it quite pointless.... *roll eyes*

BREAK TIME ! guess who i met again?? HANNAH !!! i'm not your enemy, okays? lol... "someone" is... YOU SAID THAT... lols~ SURPRISINGLY, she asked me to buy corn for her? hahahha... funny part was she's sooooo unlucky coz the corn is still cooking... well, its not my fault right? *angelic with a devil's tail* poor hannah... do you eat corn everyday? lols~ GUESS WHO SAW ME !!! MELVIN SEE melvin lim.... LOL... xD shit man~ i'm suppose to hide away from him.... all of the sudden, he just popped in front of me... I was like "ohhhh melvin see is there... should i go say hi?".... THEN, i remember that he came to ask me whats CBD... its Central Businees District mahh... hahahas....

i wonder if this colour is visible.... BUT i'm sure its making people blind... hahahas... after that, i had Biology ... nothing much.... just basic theory... you know what? i think i dont really get her teaching style... YES, she's a good teacher friend.... BUT NOT A GOOD TEACHING TEACHER !!! sorry for any offence... i like her in person tho... =) fun part was she talked about Chinese New Year which I found interesting and catchy... lols...

after Bio was Chemistry... ohhh god.... i'm soooo damn bored... i dont have the mood to have his class... this happens once or twice only... moodless chemistry... lols... nothing much again... just basic theories.... i need to like borrow notes from my bitchy amal again.... coz Sir Ravoooofff dont provide notes... i think the good part of his teaching is his training for the past year papers... his teachings not really that understanding orr conceivable or catchy at all.... SIGH~

finnally, Biology Practical in the afternoon.... the calibration thing is frustrating... I HATE IT SO MUCH coz the stage micrometer SUCKS A LOT !!! i cant even see it clearly... I'M SURE ITS NOT MY FAULT... but i finished it !!! yay~ n forget it as well... lols... xD Ck Dk Siti let us out earlier around 2ishhh so i went to the cafeteria n bought CORN !!! i even made booking for tomoro if the seller there still remember... HAHAHA... HANNAH DONT BE JEALOUS !!! lol~ then i met with my Inner Bitchy Gang and we talked n talked n talked till i go back....

smiles always.... hope that something will happen...

countdown 5 days to CNY !!! =D

laziness vs boreddom~

2009-01-19T16:10:00.003+08:00

hmm... i feel so bad if i dont update this blog... HAHAHA... well, lets make this blog colourful ?? lol.. XD it looks better, i guess... anyways, not really updating this blog that frequent... COZ very very busy since i'm promoted to Sixth Form... sigh~ homeworks giving such a huge burden... everyone is kinda struggling with their homeworks everyday... complaining... ignoring... sobbing... LOL... xD esp Chemistry~ boo~

well, at least i did update this blog errr maybe once a week? or so? lol... xD there's one thing i am OFFICIALLY announcing... I'M PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY TIRED !!! help me !! =S i just finished with the "Spring Cleaning" yesterday and my body is kinda aching now? maybe still have some side effects from the tennis last thursday... =O ... hahahaha... i'm physically unfit... *sobs* T___T ... saddd, isnt it?

school activities... hahaha.. nothing much apart from the deadly HOMEWORKS... yeahh... lol... first day of the week... monday bluessss~ first two periods was BIOLOGY ... nothing much but just simple presentations done by our bio-mates... errrr sounds wrong to me... classmates, eh? sounds better i guess... LOL... xD u know what? honestly, i think Ck Dk Siti is a good friend and a good career supervisor.... BUT i think she's not a good teacher... feel like changing teachers or groups... sigh~

three periods of Chemistry ... one word - SLEEPY !!! i'm really tired... i'm like forcing myself to open my eyes widely, paying full attention... BUT in my head was sleep, sleep n sleep.... i almost reach the stage of counting the sheeps.... LOL... xD i tried to lean on the table but as soon as Sir Ravoof faces me, i raised up quickly.... =S scary mann... i dont wanna take the risk of being scold by him... hahahaha... another thing as well.... HOMEWORKS kept on increasing from Chemistry and IT IS NOT EASY !!! grrr~ u know what? i have a feeling to change teacher or group for this as well... i mean like wtf?

BREAK TIME !!! people were like swarming around me asking me about their Chemistry homeworks... but in fact, i really have no idea how to do it.... LOL... not prepared that well, i guess...

back to Pure Maths for two periods... err any comments? its like the usual stuff everday... xD nothing much.... i'm bored coz i finished the classwork... HAHAHA... its basically O Level a.maths... no much difference... LOL... not trying to boast here... you get my meaning, dont you?

after that, last two period was GP..... oooo to my surprise, we got a new teacher to replace Ms Hilary... saddd or happy? lol... no idea... Ms Hilary had shifted to E.Lit... while we got a NEW teacher Ms Franza who have a very complex background... i kinda cant decide if i like her or not.... she got this inner seriousness but outer smiling side... weird~ lol.... xD her accent is totally different from others... she told us she's from South Africa, worked at Kuwait, Middle East, etc.... BUT she's never been to an Asian country before.... LOL... she chosen BRUNEI !!! hahahas... nothing much... just the usual ice-breaking... LUCKILY, i didnt get appointed as the monitor... hehehe~

KRINGGGGGG~ yay !!! schools off then...

to be continued...

eyh no idea~

2009-01-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

i think i ran out of ideas? LOL... xD i seriously dont know what to post this time... hmmm~

whats blog anyways? its something like an online diary right? BUT it's special part is EVERYONE CAN READ it... lol... so shouldn't post up any secrets.... HAHAHAHA *evil grin* lame~.... lets see what happened today...

OHHH !!! saw Zilly !!! lol... xD AND Miss Li Yan mistaken that we r couples... LOL... VERY FUNNY !!!! First two periods were GP... ohh NOOO !!! its RAINING again... it always rain during GP... the weird stuff is WHY IS IT RAINING NOW?!?!? wtf is wrong with the weather nowadays? sighhh~

CLIMATE CHANGES !!! *exactly melvin, you've done well* HAHAHA... nothing much during GP... i was sooo damn sleepy during the whole comprehension... my meaning for GP = GOSSIP PERIOD... of course present there was lovely Sheyenne who's there to gossip with me... LOL... xD seriously, GP was kinda fun with Shy, Nina and Nazurah... Basically, I dont have to do much coz just pass everything to Shy n Nina... LOL...

next on the timetable was THREE WHOLE PERIOD BIOLOGY !!!! arghhh... gosh man... i was damn tired... wanna fall asleep coz of the weather PLUS dk siti were showing us on the projector... IMAGINE the darkness n cool weather.... BEST CONDITIONS TO SLEEP !!! lol... forced myself all the way thru... SUCCESS !!!

BREAK TIME !!! yay !!! *cheers* went to the cafeteria n meet up with my INNER BITCHY GANG... u guys know who u are... it was sooo fun talking about people at the cafe... si amal wahh... siok sama ia coz both of us were soooooo BITCHY... ohh yeahh... i was kena suan or marah by hean... sad... =C coz i somehow exposed something over the internet and it makes him kinda angry.... is it my fault? or is it he's being too sensitive?? hmmmm~ i somehow got this lecture from him " mai luan luan lai next time " which means dont simply do stuffs next time without thinking... i heard enough of this *big action* and i dont wanna hear this *small action*.... LOL... if anyone watches Devils Wear Prada should know what it means... COOL !!!

after that, i have Chemistry class... theories... its kinda boring BUT i dont dare to fall asleep... ALERT the whole time... takut krg sir ravoof marah... ITS DOOM, you know.... LOL... xD but the funny part was he's the only teacher i've seen so far who kept on pointing MIDDLE FINGER !!! lol... weirdooo~ last two periods were Pure... yeahh... did something with the quadratics n stuff... went like ZoooooMmmmm... lol... i dont care my speed n just finish it... hahahah... kiasu kali... xD so i finished early n went out early... woohooo...

NOTHING to celebrate yet... i have Chemistry Practical from 12.45pm till 2.45pm... sigh... i met up the INNER BITCHY GANG again... but this time... Shy n Rachel were there as well.... LOL... GOSSIP of course... SURPRISINGLY, hean was there as well... FORCING me to tell that "something" to him.... HAHAHAHA... i ran way for my CLASS !!! i guess he's kinda tiu (angry) but who cares anyways...

" i may look mature but i always tend to act immature "

=D smiles always....

outdates~ =S

2009-01-11T11:27:00.003+08:00

guess i'm a bit outdated here... LOL... btw HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! 2009~

apologies for the late greetings... hahaha... its been quite a long time since the last post... HAHAHA... i'm down to blogging business again... thanks to the damn stupid video which keeps on buffering... ggrrr... *smacks the pc*... lol... xD... lets see...

oh yeah... 2009.. 2009.. hmmm... YEAR OF THE OX !!! CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner.. wohooooo.... yesh yesh yeshh... Form Six now... T1P... goshhh... time passes by very very fast like the speed of light... tsk tsk tsk... my subjects - Biology, Chemistry, Maths and GP... guess who are my teachers?

Presenting..... DK Siti, career teacher who never gets outdated? lol... ambigious, eyh? SHE USES ROXY !!! lol... for her age, i mean... Sir Ravoof, i guess everyone knows him... LOL... the super strict teacher who hunts down n eat all students... HAHAHA... Miss Lim Li Yan, she's my form teacher as well as for Pure and Stats, SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE !!!! lol... i like her... but she's a friend of my mom... =O... sadly, i was chosen as MONITOR again... form 3, form 4, form 5 n finally, Lower Six again... *pheww* tiring~

ohhh yeahhh i witnessed a rampage last thursday... during CCA registration... wth? looks like thousands of people rush their way out of the auditorium just to get their name signed up in their respective clubs... SUPPOSINGLY, i was to sign up for COOKING CLUB... yesh go on n laugh us ass out... LOL... xD... i ended up signing up for TENNIS CLUB wif sheng, sylves, melv see n chun... not bad... we'll have the chance to play tennis every week at BTC... woooo... thats better than NTC... hahaha... teachers in charge - JAMES.... LOL... Mr Soh n Mr Chew...

not to forget something as well... i kacau Kok Siang that time coz nobody sign up for her club... hahaha... sadddd.... NEVERMIND !!! I SUPPORT YOU !!!! wooooo~ i guess everyone saw her name in the IN-CHARGES n ran away from her... she's not that creepy.... i gave idea to her.... MAHJONG CLUB !!!! ALL CHINESE will definitely join in.... hahahaha....

kok siang: aiya you see.... nobody wants to join... see my name terus run away... KOK!!! i throw all the students to your club ahhh...

kok: *laughs*

student: teacher, what's aikido?

kok siang: its something about martial arts... wanna join? *smiles*

student: *runs away*

me: aiyaa cher... easy mahh... you should set up MAHJONG CLUB... then you see ahhh all the chinese sign up ahhh (so called kiaw gui).... TEACHERS also join ahhh... lol....

kok siang: yeahhhh lor.... not only mahjong ahhh, one table for jerami, then poker, then bandat (blackjack), then sa ki kong.... then what again ahhh....

me: pai kau... LOL... that one cannot learn...

hahahaha... so funny ahh... sot sot liao... then i have Chem every thursday afternoon... BORING !!!! i have to rush back after every cca.... that's really tiring man... sigh.. but what to do? ravooooooof's class... NEVER PLAY WITH HIM !!! punctuality is veryy important... *shakes head* tsk tsk tsk..... if you make him angry,

DOOM !!!!

whatever lar.... countdown to cny -> 14 days.....

i was here... =]

Urgent..

2009-01-03T21:21:00.001+08:00

IMPORTANT NEWS !!! lol.. xD

the Garage Sales at my house will be CLOSED starting from the 16th JANUARY 2009.

THANK YOU.... =D

dustyyy rustyy blogg

2008-12-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

wow its been ages since the last day i open this blog again... hahhaha... *blows off the dust*.... hahahaha.... sorry for not writing in... i was busy all this while doing business at my house.... GARAGE SALES... hahahha... very cheap indeed...

ohh yeahhh.... besides that, i wanna officially open my new another partner blog meant for business purposes... To those interested, please do pay a visit to my blog at qqmerlion.blogspot.com... hahahaha...

countdown to 2days.... I'M LEAVING TO SINGAPORE !!!! wahahaha... XD going there with my buddies... me, my sis, kokhui, kokli, sheng, hean, wenzhi n sylves..... it will be sooooo FUN !!!!

cyahsssssssssssssssss......

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2008-11-26T17:04:00.003+08:00

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Holidays...

2008-11-26T11:51:00.002+08:00

wow... *blows*... *coughs*... Its damn dusty here... Its been a long long time back away since o levels started... and now it ENDED !!! HOLIDAYS !!! yay !!! hahahahah... actually, i'm supposed to be in an anorexic mode but i've been eating WITH control (obviously)... hahaha... my goal is to get thinner this holidays.... LOL... XD

supposingly i'm posting this yesterday but i was too tired after watching soil erosion LIVE !!! its sooo damn scary.... the whole house went BOOM... COLLAPSED !!! its same simpang as my house, further on near the mountain... my heart was racing throughout the scene... when the house collapsed, my heart almost dropped out and i almost bursted into tears coz i was imagining lots of stuffs by that time...

26th November

pheww.... finally, i got freedom to go anywhere i like... hahahaha... today was this movie marathon outing with friends... movies watched are as following:

1. The Coffin @ 11.30am in Cinema 4
2. Quarantine @ 4.15pm in Cinema 1

Just before i reach mall, guess who i saw?... Natalie !!! with her training buddsss... watever... she chose to break with us... now, she's just not one of us anymore... then i saw her twice again.... this time i saw her with huiyi n meizhu coz she jumped behind them.... people who watched coffin was Me, Hui Yi, Mei Zhu and Yap... thats the seating arrangement... i was right beside the aisle... guess what? its like 6 people in the cinema... the other two was wani n her bf... hahahaha... yeahh... meizhu told me... it was boring coz there's nobody except us in the cinema...i prefer lots of people so they can shout all over... HAHAHAHA... i was sitting beside huiyi n she was freaking out everytime there's the soundeffect or the ghost appearing... she kept closing her eye... n i went " aiyaaa not scary one lar "... i guess i wasnt scared at all... LOL... XD anyways, its not really worth it to watch The Coffin coz the story is kinda urmmm okays... there wasnt much ghost... i was scared nor frightened.. LOL...

after the movies, we went to meet Jo who joined us for lunch at Ahan Thai... finally, i get to eat TOM YAM !!! hahahaha... it was difficult for me coz i had mouth ulcer n the spicy soup was killing my lips... i had a cut.... hahahahaha... eating eating... it rained... but luckily its not really that heavy... so we went with jo coz she's getting her eyebrows done at Cutting Crew... that was a boring session coz me n yap were sitting outside while waiting for jo.... BUT i thought it was just a few minutes... it took her almost half an hour to finish... HAHAHAHA... girls' job... eyebrows.... BEAUTY... LOL... XD no offence jo... i spent that particular time talking to yap.... hahahaha... talking about studies... teachers... weird~ lol... it was fun having yap there if not, i would have fallen asleep... wait... is that proper english???? LOL... dont mind my broken english ahhh...

we got out and it was raining HEAVILY !!!! GOSH !!!! we left sabrina alone at mall walking around while waiting for us.... BUT how we get across from the ahan thai's block to mall ??? omg... its raining n it might not stopped... we were planning n talking for like more than half an hour n we finally got an idea... huiyi borrowed an umbrella from the staff of Sia & Tang... Thanks from your kindness... I went across the road to Beauty Arsenal with that umbrella n got the car key from my sis so i can get a bigger umbrella... YAY !!! we got across to centrepoint using my huge umbrella... well it was big... it fits 3 ppl... at first, me, huiyi n meizhu.... then, yap, me n jo... I WAS partially WET!!! lol... xD very funny n awkward especially when we cross to mall... HAHAHAH... running for ur life from the rain... xD finally we reached mall n we met sabrina.. =)

i was so afraid that we will miss the movie but thank god my sis is there.... hahahaha...we went in to watch quarantine n there's people watching as well compared to the coffin we watched just now... quarantine was disgusting but i dont think its frightening... seating arrangement from the left to the right (facing the screen) -> Yap, Jo, Sabrina, Meizhu, Hui Yi n Me... the girls just want us the guys to be separated on each side... i thought i can sit with yap.... sigh.... hahahaha... but luckily, i sat with huiyi again... she sat beside me... thanks to her that i dont fall asleep... coz that kind of movie will make me sleep coz its just like resident evil... yeahhh... hui yi was like screaming soooo loud until it almost hurt my eardrums... i could hardly get asleep in there... she kept shouting n screaming when there's some ghoulish stuffs appearing... n sometimes she grabbed me... HAHAHAHA... huiyi !!! U ARE SOOO FREAKED OUT !!! dont watch this kind of movies next time... asian horrors r better than that.... hahaha... hmmmm... but jo? is she asleep or is she freaked out like huiyi? she seems to like covered her eyes or closed them.... there's not a single sound from her... finally, she got active... did she have a nap??? hahahaha.... i dont really like quarantine coz its really confusing n dizzy... the camera went all over... LOL....

i was glad going out with them... but my partner in the cinema was FUN... xD keeping me awake... ohhh btw i met yinxia n jason... they looked different compared to last time... they changed and we dont.... sigh.... hahaha... dont feel really comfortable when meeting them.... there's this silent awkwardness... xD not used to it... overall it was fun... i was satisfied n happy.... =)

hari raya...

2008-10-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

its HARI RAYA !!! okays... i would like to take this opportunity to greet all the Malays

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!

where's my green packet ahh ???? oiiii my malay friends.... mana green pow ahhh ??? aku mauuu.... TAPAK KUDA !!! mana ahhh ??? siapa open house??? kan pergi ehhhh.... LOL.. XD

By The Way, i'm announcing that i will be OFFICIALLY rest for about ONE WHOLE MONTH till O Levels are over.... meaning that i wont be coming online AND posting any stuffs....

TEMPORARILY CLOSED.... hehehe X)

will beeee open upon further notice...

thanks for your full support... by then, i will come with A LOT of nice things.... hehehhe...

GOODBYE, BLOGGIE !!!! SAYONARA !!! ANYONG !!!

birthdays...

2008-09-30T22:49:00.004+08:00

birthdayy.. birthdayyy.... my birthday is coming soon...

30th October

remember that yeahhh... hhahahaha.... its on our O Level Physics practical... the day before that judges my MOOD!!! BIOLOGY PAPER 1 and 2.... bwohhh...

oohhh yeahhh... special dedications to my Pretty Mommy... its her birthday today... awww...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY !!!

LOVES forever....

my dad and my mom... hahahha...

yummy.... my mom's cake... its from Pasteriesss (not sure of the spelling).... XD

Lats but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !!! LOVE YOUU !!!!

nytes x)

pssttt... my birthday is around the corner... hehehe... *hints*

moment to be treasured... EMPIRE !!!

2008-09-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

ohh here's a thing i wanted to keep it here... just in case i dont have time to recall back all those sweet memories... i think its worth it to place it here... hahahah... i have short term memory... very very very forgetful... you know what? i think this blog is acting as my diary.... looking back at it in the future.... heheheh...

a moment to be treasured... empire sleepover on the 19th July 2008, i guess... yeahh should be correct... people who went were as follows:

1. me 2. my sis 3.kokhui 4. hean 5. sheng 6.kokli 7.benny ong 8. huoy shin 9.sylves 10.wenzhi 11.ian lim

i guess thats all... just the 11 of us... hahahah... let me recall back... *rewinds* okays.... i remember that it was a Saturday... supposingly me, hean n wenzhi have physics class but thank god its cancelled... so i went home directly... my stuffs were all ready packed... hean n wenzhi have tuitions i guess... my sis n me went to check in at Empire first... we were given a room at the Lagoon... wasnt satisfied so we changed room to the Main Building.... yay!!! finally, PARADISE!!! then, the others soon arrived... we all rushed to the swimming pools... yeahhh they all were diving into the pools except me... T.T i cant go into the pool coz i'm too superstitious... i was advised not to enter the pool for that month coz its reaching the Hungry Ghost Festival... so i ended up sitting there looking at them swimming... i can play with the water tho but just not entering...

waited for a while n hean messaged me saying that they already reach there after their tuitions... hahahha... so i went up to fetch them... i went from the bottom and asked them to come down from the lobby to the ground level... yeahhh i saw them... they saw me as well... but i quickly ran off to the pathway leading to the hotel rooms... they cant catch me at first coz i was too fast??? hahahah... they went to the wrong way at first but i signalled them... they saw me!!! LOL... XD i quickly ran towards the lift area... i wasnt able to run coz my toe still hurts at that time.... remember??? my freaking painful little toe... awww... they caught me... so i brought them to the room... both hean and wenzhi saw the box full of sandwiches and gobbled up the food... i made them... hahahah... upon request by wenzhi... LOL... then, i hustled them to go down... i actually ran !!! my toe didnt hurt that much at the moment tho... *phew* wow!!! wenzhi almost catch up me but hean was still at the back... we reached the pool!!! ahahhaa... childish...

we reached the pool and both of them dived into the pool as well except ME !!! arghhh... sad... but i had great times with them beside the pool as well... i was the camera man !!! hahahhaha... at least, i have a role... nyehehehe.. =p omg !!! at this time, it was really funny coz the others were acting soooo like funny... hean climbed n sat above benny ong's neck... i took a picture of them as they requested... looked like gay... no offence yeahh.... hehehhe... just being open... not insulting... so called the guys gaying in the pool.... i was the spectator.... well being the spectator was so much fun compared to the others in the pool... soon, we went to the beach... its almost SUNSET !!! yay !!! so we went to the artificial beach... played with sand... throwing at each other ending up entering at one's eyes.... hahahah.... sorry.... xD took pictures... yeahhh we were vain... vain peoples... i accidentally spoilt sylves's camera... I'M SO SORRY !!! I APOLOGISE !!! its malfunctioning temporarily, i guess... sad... suddenly, droplets of rain !!! we rushed back into the hotel room... HAHAHA... luckily the rain wasnt heavy.... thank god.... =D

then, everyone took their turns taking shower while some of us waited for a long time.... the priority was given to those responsible for buying outside foods.... hahahah... we ate NASI KATOK n some instant noodles... it was my first time eating nasi katok... LOL... what a shame... hehehehe... makan makan makan.... and its GAME TIME !!! heheheh... WII !!! i love the tennis so much... btw, we played CIRCLE OF DEATH.... which means there's ALCOHOL !!! i'm lovin' it... do you know what? i'm actually an alcoholic.. i crave for alcohol at times... at that time, we had vodka.... GREAT TIMES !!! we had a lot of fun.... we played circle of death... ling ling chat... 5 10 15... king kong kang kong game... I WASNT DRUNK !!! wenzhi is super hyper... hean was okay okay... quite blur... i was perfectly not drunk... at the end, everyone ended sleeping except for me, benny ong n kokhui.... we ended up playing ian's wii... we played golf at first.. so many holes to play... then kokhui went to sleep leaving me n benny ong playing bowling... after that, he went to sleep as well... I WAS ALONE !!! luckily, there's wii... i played wii the whole night till the next morning... i cant sleep coz of the alcohol... it keeps me awake but actually alcohol should act as a depressant n makes ppl sleep.... but it got the reversed effect on me.... ahahhah... i stayed awake the whole night playing wii.... not doing anything else.... hahahaha....

the dawn break and its morning... sylves was the earliest to wake up, i guess... so he played wii... i rested for a while after looking at the invisible sunrise... there's no sunrise.... BORING... hahahah... i rested for like an hour plus plus then woke up as the sun is scorching hot... i played wii again.... now its the King Kong game.... HAHAHA... it was soooo fun n NOISY.... it almost woke up the others.... actually, that my intention.. asking them to wake up n go down for a swim... dont waste the opportunity... everyone woke up except ian... he was still asleep... hahaha... benny ong n his sis didnt join us coz they're leaving soon... so the others went down... hean n wenzhi still up there.. i went down waiting for the kayak... ended up delayed again coz its not open.... stupid la.... soon, i play KAYAK... at last... lol... i love kayak so much... my partner was koksheng.... he was nervous so i advised him not to move.... hahahah... he really didnt move... XD.... the other boat was hean n wenzhi.... yay !!! we didnt trip over unlike them.... they chose the wrong team... i'm pro in kayaking lehhh !!! hahahah... it only applies at the empire man made lagoon beach.... heheheh.... after that, they went swimming... i didnt went into the pool... just playing beside the pool... hahahha... my toe hurts... xD... btw, a lot of KOREANS !!! but there's none of the pretty teen girls there.... all like families... i can actually understand a little of what they're saying... ohhh yeahh.... my sis n my friends ordered this drink from the pool bar... blended mango juice with coconut milk... errr... they said its nice but i dont really like the heavy coconut milk... thats why it end up hean making it everytime we go to wenzhi's house... err well not always... heheheh....

soon the empire sleepover is finally over.... had fun eventhough i didnt went into the pool... hehehehe... sadly we werent able to stay there longer coz the freaking idiotic receptionist dont allow us to extend the check out time... ggrrr... i ended up having a nap... LOL... xD

its all in the past but i'm treasuring it well... sorry no photos... hehehe... malas to put up although it will make my blog look nicer... hahahhah...

treasure every moments spent with my friends..... =]

love...

2008-09-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

as i promised... tadaaa...

LOVE...

what can i say about love? Love is dangerous... Love is blind... Love is everything... and that goes on foverer... whats so big deal about love?? so what if you have a relationship?? boyfriends... girlfriends... are all that necessary? wait... let me clarify it here... i'm not against love or having relationship yeahh... be open la... come one... think like a matured adult... basically i'll be mentioning about my opinion in love lifes n myself... hahahah...

i'm a grown adult... and yet i dont have a girlfriend... why? maybe its because my family is particularly strict in these kind of stuff... i havent found the girl yet... i'm not into relationships yet... *please note that all those i've done before is just merely testing or playing... hahahah... sorry yeahh... no offence... i apologize sincerely... LOL... plus i gained a lot of experience from people surrounding me... conclusion: "love is really scary" ... maybe i dont have the guts to have a relationship? besides that, people kept on saying "aiyaa just play play mahh"... "dump her after u bored with her or u 'touched' her" ... why do you wanna play? come on lar... get serious and settle down... its not good hurting someone or ending up hurting yourself right? whats the point? i'm now like almost 17 and all those uncles and aunties whom didnt see you for a long time will go....

aunties/uncles: wahh so tall n handsome liao... how old liao?
me : hehehe... this year coming 17 liao
aunties/uncles: wahhh big liao lor... aiyaa must got girlfriend one (laughs). got girlfriend?
me : hehehe... not yet la...
aunties/uncles: haaarr? not yet ahh... dont pretend la...

i mean like wtf is wrong with them? okays.. i should thank them for asking... hahahaha... what to do? i guess i'm not qualified to have a serious relationship... well look at me... what do you see in me? nothing right??? HAHAHAH... its just that i havent find my ideal or dream girl yet... soon... maybe soon... i dont believe in love until the moments come... maybe i'm still not sure... i'm confused, i guess... come to think... LOVE is like a huge thing... hmmmm... *thinking* why i dont have a girlfriend until now?

QUESTIONS!!!
Am i a gay??? hmmm... definitely not... i dont have the thoughts of having a partner of the same sex... not acceptable... doesnt even pop up in my mind... do i like girls? yeahhh but in a good way... at least i dont "misuse" the word "girls"... or maybe i should put it like that...

Am i attracted to females? yeahhh sounds better... yeahh i am but that doesnt applies in brunei... well, maybe just a few in brunei... a LOT from singapore... hahahaha... okays... i wanna meet some Korean girls... lol... thats why i'm not into relationship now because you seldom find Koreans in brunei... i know a girl whose interest quite similar to me -> like Koreann soo muchh... Korean fanatic but the thing is "who am i to like her?"... i dont even have the qualifications to like her... i'm just a piece of jerk... next question...

Am i attracted to males? errr... what can i say about this? hmmm... i do like the actors in some of my favourite drama series... hongkong drama series... is that counted? i like them in the series... am i counted attracted to males?? or its just fans-stars thing... common thing, i guess? i'm just opposite to other people... i like actors n stars but others like sports icon??? isnt that like the same thing... its just different interests... i'm not into football so why do i have to like football players... i prefer watching drama series and thats why i like some of the actors... see the difference??? i hope so... eventhough i am to be attracted to males, that would be very difficult because my expectations are very very very high... thats why i dont have any girlfriends now... expectations are too high.... hmmmm... so if i am attracted to both female n male, how??? does that mean i am a bisexual? *confused* i'm really putting myself into this state of confusion... maybe i am bisexual? maybe i am not? i am bisexual? i'm not bisexual.... SHIT !!! i'm not sure... so what if i know? just let it flow with the rhythm... sounds wrong... hahahhah...

there's a lot about love life but i guess i'll just end my part here... cant think that much... if not, later i'll end up confused and blur... to my Miss Right or Miss Perfect out there, i'll be waiting for you.... hahahah.... i dont mind not having any girlfriends now... i'm not jealous of others... ENVY is one of the seven deadly sins.... xD

nytes X)

i love my life and i want it to be like that....

love or studies?

2008-09-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

hahahah... i read tiqah's shoutout at the tagboard... no worries... i'm not suicidal... hahaha... or maybe i am... maybe not... LOL... xD today's topic??? should be interesting enough...

LOVE... studies...

love or studies comes first? in my opinion, studies comes first... oh yeahh... the love here i meant is not the family love... its the real LOVE... boyfriend and girlfriends.... hahahaha... think about it, i still place studies first then, love... YES, i admit i am a geek or a nerd or whatsoever... WHY?? dont ask me why... just born like that...

STUDIES !!!

first thing, sigh... i've been like sighing a lot in my blog... maybe its just a habit... cant change... HAHAHA... hmmm... studies is very important to me and it is killing me as well... i'm not being arrogant and trying to show off here BUT all are just facts... you just have to accept it no matter what... i've been the top THREEs since i was young at primary 1 up until now... yeahh go on... go on saying i'm a nerd... dont have life.... just love to read read and simply study.... hahaha... maybe thats because i've been competing with others over the years.... it's DAMN EXHAUSTING, you know... you wouldnt want to compete... its not that easy as you think... i told myself not to compete anymore last year during my form four... finally, i accepted it and kept onto ONE aim of studiess... what's the use competing with others just to get the top 3 positions... last year, i didnt compete with the damn excellent and kiasu competitors and yet, i got the 4th position... i can still get that position???? its impossible... HAHAHAH... i've been repeating to myself "ohhh you've done a great job, melvin"... well, that actually comfort me a lot... at least i dont go emotional break down just because of my results... do yeah... why do i need to compete??? WHY??? my only aim is to achieve all As... i dont give a damn to my position in class but i just want a CONSISTENT As in my results... thats all.... i dont care if i'm the last position but most important is all As... whats the use of getting the top of the top in class when got Bs Cs or even Ds... sad right???

O Levels coming soon... i'm really worried... cant sleep at night... thinking about the upcoming O Levels... am i able to perform well?? how i wish i can... i havent start revisions yet... perhaps i should start soon... in a few days, maybe... hahhah... *roll eyes*.... i dont know... i need to be motivated.... my thoughts are weird... "If u got a B C or D in ur result, you wont be able to get the scholarship" OMG.... i've got high goals right??? sigh... its difficult to be me sometimes... too complicated... i'm weird... sometimes, i think that if you dont perform well in ur O Levels, thats it... ur life just end like that.... you'll just be a rubbish to the society... helpless.. useless... well that only applies to me... NOT to others... so no offence to others... i am very demanding... and thats why its leading to a lot of problems eventually, STRESS !!! yeahh... influence from my cousins as well... they are all good in their studies... i must keep my results consistent and up to date... i need to break their records... i guess i broke the PMB record... 7A1s 1A2... i guess thats quite good in my family record... my cousins are like scholarship holders... 4 of them left... 4 still here including me... so i hope that I CAN DO WELL and LEAVE NEXT YEAR !!! woohooo....

studies is everything... its ur future... we decide our future... whether or not to perform well, its up to us... if we fail, thats all... you can try again but it takes time... might as well u success n life go on normally... my ambition is to be a doctor... i wish i can do that... hopefully, in many years time, i can have the title Dr.Lim or Dr.Melvin... hahahaha... sounds great... maybe my whole family can set up a mini clinic or health centre with my uncle as the head... HAHAHA... my uncle is currently an oncologist with his wife as a high ranked dentist... Jonathan and Tzia Ming are both studying Medicine... and maybe HuiJin (my younger cousin) should be taking Medicine as well... I'm planning to take Medicine as well... hahahah.... so strive hard, work smart, achieve SUCCESS !!!

for the LOVE part... to be continued.... =]

stress?

2008-09-24T16:38:00.002+08:00

sigh.. its holidays now... i'm so bored at home... nothing much to do... even i dont have time to post up that often... my sis is currently fighting the pc with me... she's watching her drama series... i finished two hongkong drama series though... Legend of the Demigods and Moonlight Resonance... both are really nice... *thumbs up* but there's no more tvb series i can watch coz i need to wait for the next upcoming one... maybe i should start off with the revision... BUT i dont really have the mood....

what happened to me ??? i dont understand... i've been thinking a lot recently... i'm afraid... insecure... scared... every night i go to bed, i would think a lot of stuffs and the past and the current and the future... O Levels exam is around the corner... yet i havent start studying... sigh... i need some motivation but motivation talk is not meant for me... what if my results arent that good? am i able to get the scholarship next year? i wish i can get it but i'm afraid... i'm unsure... i'm lost... i hope i can get the scholarship and leave to uk next year... hopefully with my few buddies (you guys know who you are)... i'm currently stressed out on this... sigh...

i cant sleep last few nights... been thinking too much... i've been thinking, one day we will all be apart... departing on different journeys... at that time, we will not be together anymore... those lucky ones might stand a chance getting together... i cant imagine my future... i'm really afraid that i will lost my buddies... T.T ... what can i do? i'm LOST... i'm CONFUSED... sometimes i felt difficult to breathe at times because i'm thinking about those... i have to relax and calm down.. sigh...

have you been thinking why you are not perfect in life? you feel like giving your life away?... i kept on thinking that i'm retarded... not ideal enough.. not perfect... i'm not perfect... i'm just a loser... why? why on earth am i created like that? I'm SO FAT... i hate it so much when i feel that i am soo blubberishhh... i hate it so much... i have to force myself to buy all those L and XL shirts... wear all those loose and baggy shirt to cover all those fats and big tummy... wearing a big size pants??? i hate them... i'm so frustrated... I WANNA GET RID OF THEM !!! i just dont have the confidence in me just because i'm fat... imagine that you cant wear those nice clothers just because you are fat and there's not a single size suit for you... AHHH !!! WHY?? sometimes, i feel like taking a knife and cut out all the fats stored underneath my skin... i even tried not eating from the morning till night... maybe just a few slices of fruits and water... BUT I JUST CANT!!! it just stays there haunting me everyday... should i try to committ suicide? thats a ridiculous thought, seriously... why should you give away your life because of that? thats nonsense... i've tried a lot to make myself perfect but i just failed everytime... i've tried to exercise everyday and stop eating sooo much but in reality, i dont eat that much either... i cant drive... i dont have a convenient transport... i cant go to a gym and burn those FATS off... i'm so ugly with those fats... i wanna get rid of them but HOW??? HOW can i get rid of them? i've tried my best but i always FAILED !!! i'm a damn loser... if my sons or daughters are fat in the future, i would torture them or spend my whole money on them just to make them slim down... i would starve them!!! i just dont like the word FAT... my wish -> to get rid of all those fats...

friends...

2008-09-16T10:36:00.002+08:00

tsk tsk tsk... my goddd... this blog is mouldy... dusty... rusty... I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING WITH IT !!! SHIT !!! =p please forgive my language... its my blog... i do whatever i want here... FREEDOM of SPEECH !!! wawawa~

let me see... *digging into my world of imaginations and memories (aka brain larr)* what to write ahh?? macam banyak usulnya arah my head... hmph... lets reminisce... I'LL talk about some of my friends from the chinatown.... as for the malays, tunggu ahhh... Kakak, kapek, amal, tiqah n banyakk lar.... long one to write... since its holidays, i can post up more... hopefully got people come n read.... if not, banar rusty tu... HAHAHAH.... xD i'm somehow copyrighting kakak's ideas but in a different way but same format... so kakak, sorry ahhh n thanks for the ideas... xD

lets have a list of the Chinatowns in school whom I am quite close to them(starting from MA5B):

1. Olivia 2. Yap 3. Natalie 4. Shien 5. Yee Siu
6. Fiona 7.Meng Wee 8. Sharon 9. Jocelyn 10. Mei Zhu
11. Wen Xin 12. Wee Hean 13. Wen Zhi 14. Sabrina 15. Hui Yi

yup... i didnt include the others coz all of those mentioned above considered buddies... some r from primary... some i just met n really rock my life... hahahha...

p/s: please be open here... i'll put whatever in here... to be censored one as well.... nyehehe~ no offence... *angelic*

2008-08-03T12:22:00.000+08:00

supposingly i'm posting up this yesterday but i guess i was too tired and just went to bed... hahahaha... i mean its weekend, man... well some teens stay up till late but i went to bed early... HAHAHA...

2nd August 2008, Saturday...

pheww... i had my bio practical today which was quite an okay okay paper.... BUT i dont really like the paper... its 100% from June 2008.... urghhh... thats according to wen zhi coz he sat for the June paper... hahahah.. boring paper... basically, you dont have to study anything at all for the practical... sighhh... we were quarantined (mind my spelling at times) just before our practical exams as we were the 2nd shift... thank god... luckily hean didnt fart in the lecture theatre when the teacher in charge locked us in there... LOL... XD... wild imaginations went across my mind when teacher locked the door... you know its the ghost month... HAHAHA... TOUCH WOOD !!! *slaps mouth* then off to our practical... whats our practical??

Question 1 - test for food n energy released (popcorn was given)
Question 2 - diffusion using agar block

dont you think its soooooo boring???? i was expecting something like biological drawings n questions... BUT it came out similar to physics questions... precautions n stuffs... sigh... yay!!! practical ended n we were asked to wait in the lab for a while until we are allowed to be released... like as if we are the prisoners or what... i do really dislike Nor Chua at times... she somehow embarrass me in front of the other students or scolded me??? she asked me to check the sink... i dont have to like put my whole head in the sink right? in fact, the sink is clean... i was looking at the floor checking for any dirts... n she went "lain disuruh, lain dibuat"... like i dont know that meaning.... =p

after practical, somethinf funny happened... hahahaha... we were acting so childish... coz hean was trying to chase me n wen zhi in the class in order to take his revenge... the pokieee revenge.... LOL... XD... we were running around in class trying to get rid of him... finally, we managed to escaped from the class and blasted off... HAHAHA... hean was still chasing wen zhi n i was free from him until he caught me when i was on the way back to class... HAHAHA... only hean remember that situation... X) childish moments...

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3rd August 2008, Sunday

this morning i woke up and i had a dream last night... i dont really know what that dream was... its not really clear though... but i guess i was acting in that dream but it looked like its a reality... i cant remember that person's face though... hahahaha... its neither a good dream nor a bad dream... it was just okay... i guess i've been thinking too much lately causing me to dream all night...

i cant remember some parts though... i remember me, my mom, my aunt, my baby cousin n my sis went shopping n we were waiting in a lift... i managed to went inside the lift but my family were still outside asking me to go down first... i guess they were still shopping? cant remember much from that scene... then, i reached a floor n lost of people were outside... only one of them, who was a teenager around his twenties, i guess, came in the lift as the lift only fit for 2 person... weird... LOL... suddenly, i happened to follow him to his car and he didnt mind... he just drove the car with me inside... weird dream... i dont even know that guy but i felt that i was really close with him like we were friends for a long time... he was driving n talking with me like good friends... we went through roads like highways (like those on the way to kb) but i'm not sure where it was... i asked him where he's heading and he told me that he's going back to his hometown? lol... somewhere in mulu or mualu or muala or even muara.... i dont know where that place was until we reached a small town (the building were something like kk) ...neither tall nor short... i still remember that i found my passport and planning to message my mom that i followed my friend... we stopped over a nicely built building which was the Chinese guy's home... he invited me to his house to stayover so i actually accepted his invitation... reminding him to bring me back as well.... HAHAHAH... n he agreed... the guys seems dressed himself like a low profile teen but in fact, he's the son of a rich family.... i went inside his house n it was really a rich family.... i saw some people who i recognized them there but they didnt seem to know me... hahahha... it was really weird... that guy was a rich kid!!! wow... plus he is kind n kept himself low profiled... i wonder if i will be able to meet him? well, sometimes our souls walk faster than the body especially in dreams... thats what we call dejavu? LOL... XD yeahhh... i remember i had dinner at his house n his aunt (or my aunt in real life) sat beside me... i called her n she smiled at me... she whispered to me " here you dont call me as your aunt... we are now acting " .... hmmmm.... thats weird.... i was acting all this while? i dont think so coz it seemed so real... HAHAHAHA... to the Mr.Kind, hope i can meet you someday as a friend.... XD

i was here.... X)

2008-08-01T19:51:00.001+08:00

today... its the 1st August 2008, Friday... its the First day of the Seventh Lunar Month which means that i am a vegetarian today... being on the religious side, i'm a vegetarian for the First and the Fifteenth day of the Lunar Month... here Lunar Month = Month according to the Chinese Calendar... yeahhh... i'm trying to be a vegetarian for as much as i can though... meaning i am adding more days of vegetarian for religious purpose... ohh yeahhh Hungry Ghost Month officially started today... coz its already the Seventh Lunar Month... but its not really that aggressive or appealing... most Chinese "celebrated" the festival on the 15th... to the Chinese out there, u guys know whats about it... and for those curious, drumm rolls please... HAHAHAH...

Facts on Hungry Ghost Festival...

easy.... GOOGLE it... hahahah... as far for my knowledge lar, the Chinese believed that the spirits from the Hell were allowed to roam the Earth as the Gate of Hell will be opened annually on the Seventh Month.... there's a history behind it but i'm not sure about it... Most Chinese houses and families will give offerings such as hot n cooked rice, poultry, meat, sweets, drinks, fruits, kuih n as long as its food... you can actually see those offerings beside the road or in front of Chinese houses or in their compound... yeahh... these usually comes with joss sticks, candles, joss papers, paper offerings... We believed that if we give offerings to the roaming, hungry ghost , we will be blessed and protected from any unfortunate and unlucky stuffs during the Hungry Ghost Month... Besides that, Chinese believed that our ancestors will be visiting our house during the Ghost Month... thats why whatever we do at home, we will be watched over by our ancestors... and make sure we dont make them upset... yeahhh... melvin being religious here.... HAHAHA... or mayb i should write the Dont's which i know.... okayss

DONT'S during the Hungry Ghost Festival :

1) Dont go out till very very very late
2) Dont be so majal n point outside to ppl praying out there at night (cubatahh kalau mau take the risk)
3) Dont step on or clean the leftover ashes when you happen to see those on the road
4) Try not to eat anything which dropped on the floor outside your house
5) Try not to sit on the first row in the cineme... They are "reserved"
6) Dont look at the back when some strangers call when walking in the dark
7) Do not pee on trees or the grass (make sure u say sorry if u did)

i guess thats all i know... i know a lot but no need to list down everything here plus i cant remember most of it... hahahhaha... yeahhh basically have to be extra careful during the Ghost Month... you just dont know what will happen.... malang tidak berbau... xD tapi in brunei inda active lahhh the festival... unlike singapore... how i wish i can go to singapore masa ghost month... a lot of events going on there.... curious laa.... hahhaha... XD

so today the fifteenth.... after tuition in the morning, i had lunch with my family at wen zhi's vegetarian shop... yeahh we usually makan there on vege days.... hahhahah... i love the food there especially the buttermilk abalone n prawn... delicious... obviously the artificial one... hahhahah... then i went to the private temple... really busy folding paper offerings for the Ghost Month... every year, this festival is done very huge... yeahhh.... a big festival.... so basically busy folding the papers n i cleaned the temple la... do something good as well... can calm myself... i really like to go to the private temple during festivals... its just easing n i feel good there... hahahhah... old thinking melvin... teenagers nowadays dont really do stuff i do.... HAHAHAHA... i have a weird ambition from young... i think i am too silly to think of that... but i really wanna be that.... i know its impossible.... but just make it not impossible... i think i might become that one dayy.... HAHAHAH....

besides that, i've got weird dreams recently which i wish n SERIOUSLY, i wish it wont come true... maybe i should write it down here... i have short term memory... i'm afraid i wont remember this... surprisingly, the dreams got include wee hean n sometimes wen zhi... i guess i've been thinking too much lar.... just overexhausting my brain sometimes... sigh... but i wish it wont come true... i remember one of the dreams, wee hean n wen zhi just ignored me... i felt quite sad that time after i wake up.... another dream was wee hean actually chosed to go to hui yi n the others (i cant see them clearly in my dream) n abandoned me... surprising... I AM REALLY SAD abt that... its not that i am not in a good relation with huiyi... no offence... i've nothing bad with her....n some words to hean, dont be so cold to me la... u r sometimes cold to me... dun ignore me !!! i have this bad feelings ler.... =S u knew that i am not in a really good relation with hui yi now n yet u r talking to her at that time... sighhhh... dun wanna talk abt it... if i really continue, i'll go crazyy.... i just need to empty out everything on my head n stop thinking nonsense.... i dont wanna get moody... its badd...

i wish i can disappear from this burden i have to carry....

2008-08-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

31st July 2008, Thursday

one word i can describe myself that day was EXHAUSTED... why? LOL... XD nothing much in the morning though... hahahaha... had Australian Maths Competition in the morning... i really really dislike doing it... sigh... its just that people like ME wasn't born with that kind of brain... i was really frustrated when doing the paper... i thought that finally the competition was over n i dont wanna think about it anymore... BUT unfortunately, i'm soooo UNLUCKY... that M. Jackson or preferably called Michael Jackson, just becoz of the M in front.... LOL... XD... he actually ask us to do something related to AMC... i was like WTH ?!?!? doing this activity... analysing the paper... luckily, i wasnt the one who speaks... sorry Zurin... my apologies.... HAHAHAH... actually, i did it on purpose... nyehehehe... i'm evil, u see... people like me wasn't born with a brain like WEE HEAN who is sooooooooo soooooo super excellent in mathematical problems except that he is very careless... hahahhaha... luckily, he didnt actually "disagree"with our ideas coz he is the King of Maths ??? i guess.... =S.... lets just forget about it....

ohhh yeahhh... we got this mini farewelll party... our objectives was to make the teachers cry... unlike the other class... just a farewelll.... AND we partially failed n partially succeed.... we actually made Cher Ratni cried !!! YAY !!! hahahaha.... but Cher Nabilah aka polar bear didnt cry though... i can see her heart crying, i guess... its just that her tears didnt roll down from her eyes.... coool bahh cher... hahahha.... Cher Ratni is a bit towards the emotional side... hahahha... but anyways, u guys are the BEST !!! will definitely miss u guys especially polar bear... huhuhuh....

then attended my Korean CCA which i think its boring.... i mean like OMG (showing the signs n stuff) ... si Tiqahh knows about it... hahhahahah... it was really boring and the indian tcher (so called the Chemistry HOD) was SOOOO annoying !!! please larrrr !!! just shut ur mouth up mahh....trying to embarrass me in front of the others by asking me to say Chinese ???? ahemmmm.... i know how to speak Chinese okayss... watever... i'm being racist here.... =p boring boring n really boring... wanna sleep... sorry Cher Kartini.... hahhahahah....

then we had our lunch... we were being so vain... kapek, me, tiqah, kakak n amal.... hahhahha.... really vain.... present there included hean n wen zhi as well... HAHAHAH... egg sandwich for wen zhi... WEN ZHI !!!! you MUST treat me WELL ahhh.... NO MORE BK ME LIAO !!! gggrrr.... bk = buang kawan.... hean ever bk me before.... kns one lar him.... huhuhu... T.T saddy ehhh mahh... then off to our chem class... WAIT !!! i saw DOLCE just now... me n the girls started to sing I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYYYY, I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKYYY !!!! .... hahhaha... its DOLCE man !!! dont underestimate him.... he's POWERFUL !!! then off to cher fazliahhh the faz fuzzy fuzz tcher.... hahhaha... kiut namanya ahhh... n guess what... i took a pic of Hean's EXTREMELY "HOT" ass.... LOL.... XD sorry heannn.... no offence... me n kapek was just being pervert-ish at that time.... SERIOUSLY, he was showing off his ASS n S-shaped slim body.... urgghhh.... no need to show mahhh.... i know i'm FAT !!! i hate it but what to do ???? expect me to committ suicide coz of that? trying to slim down already... i'm currently on DIET... yeahh.. thats why u rarely see me eat much, i guess.... LOL... XD

class ended quite early.... then i played TENNIS !!! it was fun but damn exhausting... played with Kok Li.... hahahhah... was soo tired ehhhh.... cant catch up with my breath.... plus I CANT RUN that fast anymore.... huhuhuhu.... T.T ... sooooo unfit now.... *cries* wth? LOL.... XD but at least i still can play.... forcing myself to the maximum just to slim down... sighhhh.... reached home n i really deserve it... paning ku ehhhh lepas main.... i almost dive into my bed n sleep.... but i guess the banana helped me to stay awake.... HAHAHAHA.... i slept quite early tho... lol... XD tired... really tired....

i was here...

2008-08-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

Actually, this blog is a bit outdated... Its just like 2 to 3 days since i last posted... see!!! told u... hahaha... anyways, beeen quite busy lately n having practical exams soon... =S i'm worried... HELP !!! XD okays okays lets review back...

30th July 2008

Its a public holiday n i guess almost all teenagers were still in the their beds? i guess... hahaha... must be staying till very late for the night before... hahahaha... yeahhh i'm one of them as well... XD... anyways, nothing much happen that day... its just that i've got a DINNER !!! yay~ nothing to cheer though... LOL... i'm just being lame here... you know... sometimes its just that you need to entertain people... HAHAHA... lots lots n lots of delicious FOOD !!! its not just that normal food... there's like SHARK'S FIN, SCALLOP, ROAST LAMB n MORE !!! wakwakwak... extremely DELICIOUS~

the celebration wasn't for Israk Mikraj.... its actually for the FOUR grandchildren of my grandmother who are also my cousins...

Jonathan, being the eldest among us, is pursuing his further studies in Medicine at St Georges Hospital, University of London in UK... (government scholar)
Sis Vivienna, being the second eldest among us, currently a MinDef scholar studying Engineering at Michigan, US...
Tzia Ming, being the third eldest, is going to study (i'm not sure which course but will end up in the field of Medicine) at John Hopkins, US... (government scholar)
Lastly, Hui Jin, being the seventh in us, is going to study her A levels at Malvern St James in UK... (dana scholar)

i really envy them so much... they got scholarship n left with me, Michelle, Gavin and Karen here in Brunei.... sigh... i hope n wish n pray hard n do watever so that i can get the Dana scholarship next year provided i obtain excellent result in my O Levels... I HAVE TO WORK HARD !!! SCHOLARSHIP !!! i'm currently quite stressed out... i never been like that before... mayb i've changed ???? i'm still not sure.... i need to CONCENTRATE in my studies... i must must must MUST get a scholarship... apparently, i'm giving myself too much pressure till i really can't stand it anymore... the only solution to make me calm - pray !!! recite Da Bei Zhou n Xin Jing (only the buddhist know this stuff).... yeahh... i'm counted as one of those religious people yet i dont even know how to read or write Chinese... what a shame... but at least, i know some... HAHAHA... i know how to write my name !!! yay !!!

i was here... X)

2008-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

errr... currently out of ideas what to post up here... anyways, i'll just post up anything i have
on my mind... PLEASE forgive me for my broken english... I'm just used to it... HAHAHA... okays...

FIRST of all, we the Form Fives were asked to proceed to the Auditorium after the singing of the National
Anthem... yeahh... i heard from the others its a thanksgiving ceremony... i was like whhhhaaat? whats that for? hmmm... soon, i found that it was for all of the PreU ones SCHOLARS... sighhh... i felt happy for them but i envy all of them... that is why i need to work extra hard to be like them... a SCHOLAR !!! no matter what, i'm still aiming for DANA... hahahaha.... hopefully i can get it next year... and this time, CONFIRM accept n fly overseas yet i am really worried... thinking of too much... i'm exhausted.... my mom kept on giving me pressure that my cousins got scholarships n flying overseas... when is my turn? i wonder... STRESS !!! Surprisingly, this year's DANA scholars is quite a number... i mean HUGE numbers of scholars... weird eyhh... i hope they continue to do it for next year... i really ENVY them... ARGHH !!! results with few As also can get.... hmmm.... thats great... but i wonder... "are you sure DANA is easy to get?" nevermind... i'll just need to boost myself up n succeed with flying colours... i believe in miracles and hope that miracle will happen to me... Actually, I was daydreaming during the ceremony that I am one of the scholarship recipients.... be OPTIMISTIC !!! i will get it, i will definitely get it..... provided i have a set of good results in my hands... i actually PREDICTED those who might get scholarships next year (hopefully la)... i only chose my Chinese friends... as for the Malays, i'm not sure... hahhahah... HOPEFULLY, me, Hean, Wen Zhi, Benny Ong, Meng Wee, Kevin, Kevan, Sharon, Cheryl and Hui Yi.... the rest i'm not really sure.... those are just my predictions... yeahh... definitely, the list will get MORE !!! XD

ohhh yeahhh... besides that, i saw DOLCE !!! OMG xD... me n azemah were like his NUMBER ONE fans !!! AHHHH !!! hahahha... he's like sooooo signature... LIMITED EDITION !!! his signature walk was like BANG !!! PERFECT !!! come on... its his signature walk, man... his elegance when turning.... OMG !!! that is soooo much MS NEXT TOP MODEL !!! unbelievable, he sang SOLO... WOW !!! i'm like soooo proud of him... hahahhah... i'm so evil... *evil grin* nyehehehe.... to u guys (u noe urself), tahu la.... pandai2 ahhhh... LOL... i guess thats all i wanna say ? i'm exhausted.... very very TIRED... pheww...

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2008-07-28T18:28:00.001+08:00

hmmm... back to two years ago?? lol... yeah... ACTUALLY its not my first time blogging...

hahahha... such a crappy english... i name it singlish... sounds better.... HAHAHA... okays its been a

long long long LONG LONG time since i last blogged... so yeahh.... back to blogging... still...

100% confirm that i will have some obstacles in posting up new stories... as in my stories... LOL... okays...

LADIES n GENTLEMEN,

this is just a soft opening... SO dont expect a lot from me... i wont be posting up so frequently as now its the

PEAK season... you know what i mean... EXAMS !!!

not officialy opening this blog yet.... hahahaha... just wait till exams are over....

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